ok im very sorry , for THE LONG WAIT, but ive been working flat out and i jsut hadnt been in the moosd, but im pumped and woah! i hope to do two chapters today but ill see how i go.
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and chant it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler a dit then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i l’amour you.
my cœur, coeur burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my cœur, coeur began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
toi toke my hand, and showed me how, toi promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
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i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone a dit three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and coup de poing them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last Kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
toi visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss toi
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my cœur, coeur anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so plus then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still l’amour her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors rapporter to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do toi think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully a dit them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice a dit worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral jupe and bold red tortue neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal bouvreuil, finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun par a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring toi a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating an ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , palourde dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of musique would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new MTV senation Bella cygne to sing a couple of her hits for you."
ok a recap. Bella is about to perform on stage.
Bella's POV.
This was it, the moment ive been practicing for. to get his attention again. I remember him saying that he diddnt want me, but this was my chance to prove to him how much i wanted him.
I searched over and over like a father looking for this remote as the super ball has ten minutes of the game. To find the perfect song and that all the lyrics just fit.
And due to my ridcioulsy incaptablity to be creative i failed at creating a song myself.
I knew what i was supposed to do, getting up on the stage and chant it out. But they are right when they say that some things are easiler a dit then done...
I was shaking in my dress, that i was surpirsed that the microphone didnt start echoing my pants.
Edward this is for you. i l’amour you.
my cœur, coeur burned and cringed, but the wound reflamed. The wound he blew in my chest when he left.
Wrapping my arm around my turso, i looked up into the crowd, a part me searching for him.
I also beleived that i could spot him in a crowd of a million, and now i diddnt think so.
The crowd began to grow silent, in my awkwardness. Perfect nothing better then a tough crowd on your first gig.
I felt my cœur, coeur began beating so fast that it could replace the drummer.
toi toke my hand, and showed me how, toi promised you'd be around, ah thats right."
-------------------------------------------------
i put my whole soul into the last chorous.
If someone a dit three years from now
You'd be long gone
I'd stand up and coup de poing them out
?Cause they're all wrong
And that last Kiss I'll cherish
Until we meet again
And time makes it harder
I wish I could remember
But I keep your memory
toi visit me in my sleep
My darling, who knew?
My darling
My darling, who knew?
My darling I miss toi
My darling, who knew?"
Edward point of veiw.
She was there, standing in front of me, as picture clear , but not i'd remembered her. She was different. Something was missing.
i never planned, as much as i wanted to, to see her again.
I promised her that it would be as if i never existed, but i forgot to ask her , to act the same. I always knew that if i saw her again, i wouldn't have the strenght to deny my cœur, coeur anylonger. She always made me weak, it was if as she made me human. That i felt human.
Seeing her now, on the Tv, had proved myself wrong, it hurt so plus then that.
I hurt so see her stronger then me, maybe she felt better without me in her life. I had only hope that she weeped for me. i was caught in two worlds.
One world evolving around her, living a happy human life, without me, where she surronds herself in happiness, with a family with brown eyes like hers, and not in danger.
And another, where i wished that she pained for me too. That Loves me as much i still l’amour her.
I've never admitted to be selfish.
Every lyric she sung form her perfected voice was anther bullet to my heart.
She sung of love. A message to her lover, a past lover.
A past lover i dreamed to be me.
* * * *
"Good morning students of Alaska north state high, This is your principal Mrs. Finch, may all Seniors rapporter to gym"
The notice interuppted but saved the boring letecture of the Civil war, which I've learnted may times.
Jasper sitting beside me, figiting.He hate history, considering this class today. Jasper had fought in the Civil War before his New birth. It hurt him to remember.
i gave him a slight nudge, to imformed him back to intercom notice.
Oh right, yeah gym, what do toi think we have done this time? " Jasper replied, through his thoughts. It was as clear as though he had ectaully a dit them aloud.
"Hey Edward, what do thinks going on" Alice skipped to my side, clinging onto my free arm.
"Hey darling, how was history" Alice a dit worringly over to jasper.
If only he could use those mood manipluation skills on himself"
As we crowed and squished together in the tiny instant foldchair inbiuld the stairs of the gym. Feeling my throat burn from the proxmity to the girl in my bio chemistry class. I don care to take in names anymore.
All my grademates sitting with confusing stirring amoung their faces.
A door opened the northwest. It was principal Finch, in her ugly floral jupe and bold red tortue neck again. i could sense Alice have a heartattack.
Prinipal bouvreuil, finch was amoung her late Forties and from evidence i dont beleive she has discovered mid-life crisis. However her face now begining its collection of wrinkles due to the stress apun par a couple of human boys behind me.
"NOW, Seniors, as your gradation is coming up, i thought i might bring toi a surprise to celebrate"
This my familys 52nd time to graduted. we gave up on celebrating an ago.
A few cheers and whistles were shouted around te room.
"allright , palourde dowm calm down, right, for your surprise, well.. i thought a touch of musique would be nice. So i had to liberty to invited the new MTV senation Bella cygne to sing a couple of her hits for you."
10. Tell him he looks like a creepy stalker rapist.
9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the cœur, coeur with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles..
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
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9. Inform him, as politely as possible, that he has grizzly in his teeth.
8. Ask who wears the pants in his relationship.
7. Try to stab him through the cœur, coeur with a stake.
6. Tell him brawn is out, scrawn is in.
5. Inquires as to how he feels to be the least-liked Cullen male.
4. When he is around, wonder aloud what Rosalie calls him in bed.
3. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with that Jeep.
2. Ask if he is overcompensating for something with those muscles..
And the Number One way to annoy Emmett Cullen?
1. When he denies the above two claims, respond with “That’s not what Rosalie saaaaaid!”
Source: link
10. Ask about Mike.
9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that toi and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her toi are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
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9. Ask about Eric.
8. Ask about Jacob.
7. Ask about Edward.
6. After asking about all these boys, inquire as to how much she is paying them, and where in the White Pages she looked for fake fan-boys.
5. When she complains about not being a vampire, throw glitter on her and claim she sparkles just like a vampire in the sun.
4. Ask if the thought of Edward biting her makes her… happy.
3. Say that since Edward is technically dead, she is into necrophilia. Tell her that is sick and wrong, and she should stop with her weird fetishes.
2. Tell her we all know about the real reason she married Edward – the honeymoon.
And the Number One way to annoy Bella Swan?
1. Tell her that toi and Jacob imprinted on each other, and are getting married. Tell her toi are pregnant, and will be with him forever. Videotape the reaction.
Source: link