renesmee's pov

i wake up i was felling better my neck was almost heal because i heal faster than normal humans

i was alone in my room but i could hear jake and noah talking outside in a low voice but i could still hear it

"look bloodsucker let me explain this to you" jake said
"hey don't call me bloodsucker and i won't call toi dog ok?" noah a dit
jake sigh and a dit "ok look i just wanted to explain toi what imprinting is "
noah interupted him
"oo i get it is like l’amour at first sight but"
jake start talking
"no no is not like that i imprinted on renesmee since the jour she was born " jake a dit paitienly
"YOU WHAT?? ugh are toi sick that is just gross she was a baby for god sake" noah a dit i laugh quietly
"no no agh could toi shut up and let me explain god i dont know how ness can l’amour YOU"
"I ask myself the same question" noah muttered
"Are toi going to let me explain"jake ask

"sure" noah said

"imprinting is the way we find our soulmates it's plus powerful that l’amour at first sight it is plus absolute, so when renesmee was a baby i didn't like her in any romantic way no i l’amour her as a daughter then as a sister as a friend and now..."

noah was speechless for the fist time

"so do toi see how ness and i are destine for each other, forever "jake ask noah he sounded a bit smug

noah was silent

"blood-noah "jake a dit expecting an answer

"well but "noah started to talk his voice sounded depressed "if toi and renesmee are for each other "he barely spoke the last words
"then why i fall in l’amour with nessie and nessie says she loves me too huh "
"don't toi think that because ness and i are the same kind well maybe that's why your imprinting didn't work"

"imprinting doesn't is that it work ou didn't. it is written it cant be change renesmee is mine and i am hers maybe it is like toi a dit that because toi are her kind that maybe confused nessie but believe me ness and i are going to end together" jake a dit sure of himself

really ??he sounded so sure but the l’amour i felt for noah i knew it wasn't just a confusion ou a silly crush it was plus i remember the feu of the kiss.. no no i was not just confused

"well im going to stay here until nessie says something differnt and one plus thing,"noah a dit slowly"i'll be fighting for her too i been alone all my life and i am going to fight for her twice as hard as toi are"

jake sigh"you are only going to make it hard for her why don't toi just understand that nessie is mine" "but it's ok i fight for her too but toi are fighting something that toi already lose ok "

"you wish dog and par the way in this moment she is not yours so stop with that" noah said

and opened the door of my room before jake could answer

"hi noah "i a dit sleepy
"hey ness you. had a good night sleepy?? " he come closer and whipered at my ear" i miss you"
i put my hand at his cheek and a dit
"me too " because i truly had miss him
he chucled and Kiss my forehead he sat par my lit and took my hand.

then i saw jake come in i smile at him
he look at me "hey baby" and Kiss my lips y open my eyes surprized this was the 3 Kiss jake gave me in all my live.

but i realize i didn't felt the feu i felt with noah it was something differnt but also strong

noah's grip on my hand became a little harder

"hey jake"

"Jacob, billy arrived he says that toi need to come down" alice yelled

Noah chucled quietly and smile smugly

jake get up and run to the door

"finally some time alone, rose is right they do reak" he smile at me
i laughed "no they dont well not to us only to vampires and toi know that"
he sigh "yeah toi are right so i know toi hear our conversation out there so what do toi think about it?" noah ask

what did i think about imprinting ou on noah's fellings about me ou how i was going to chose ou on whether jake should say i was his i didn't knew about any of it

i look down "i dont know"

noah pick my chin up so i was looking at him
"but do toi l’amour well like me i know yesterday toi a dit toi did l’amour me but well please don't say it just to make me fell better tell me the truth is it true that jake is your only and truly love??"

"No Noah i don't only l’amour jake i also l’amour toi and it is true i truly l’amour toi but i also truly l’amour jake
im so sorry about that but it is true i i i can't decied i dont want to leave any of toi "

i tear roll down my cheek
i was crying a lot this days

noah took the tear away with his lips and my skin was on feu par that simple touch

"its ok"he smile "i would stay here par your side until toi want me to go away"

"so do toi think that i could Kiss toi again ness?" he ask innocently

of course i wanted to Kiss him again but that would hurt jake if i ask him

i just look at his green eyes and he started to get closer me too and then our lips met
it was the same explosion but my neck was still sore so he pull away quickly and Kiss my cheek
"thank toi ness "

then jake arrive
"hey noah carlisle is asking for toi " he a dit
"yeah right " noah snorted and was still holding my hand

and then from downstairs my grampa said
"noah can i ask toi something about well your eating desicions well if toi hunt hum"
"im coming " noah a dit
"tell ya" jake a dit smugly

be right back
ok i a dit
ooo this was looking so like little kids like they couldn't be in the same room together i sighed