August 18
Bright and early Saturday morning. No one other then Chloe is away at this time. What else would she be doing? She had things to contemplate. It was barely close to the end of August and already something huge has happened. What could she do about it? Should she confront him ou leave an awkward memory between them. Afterwards he did apologize but still. It was startling.
Friday evening he knocked on her door. It was the seconde time Eric had visited since she first moved. He seemed frustrated and confused. When she opened the door, he lunged at her. Not in attack mode ou whatever. He lunged at her as in out his pouty lips against hers. Chloe was a little surprised but soon forgot all his worries. It was an amazing Kiss but it was wrong. He had a girlfriend ou so she thought.
It took a couple of secondes before she tore him off of her. He had tears in his eyes. He mumbled an apology and abruptly left. He room was upstairs sleeping so she didn't hear a thing. Eric had just left her standing there feeling confused. He was probably plus confused par everything but still. Back at her old school, guys weren't so expressive with their feelings. They usually weren't straightforward but Eric was different.
Chloe did the only thing she did when she needed guidance. She needed a friend. She dialed Blair's number and told her to come over, it was an emergency.
Eric was over at Shea's again today. Shea wanted to color coordinate their outfits for the week. Eric wasn't all that into it. He was still a little upset about 'the kiss' but what was he suppose to do. Was he suppose to tell his girlfriend. On the other hand, he did have an idea. "Shea, I have some horrible news," he began. "I will tell toi but toi must promise me that we can speak of that party Sunday."
She stayed focus on the clothes. "Honey, you're too cute. Sunday night never happened. Just tell me whatever toi have to tell me."
"It did happen and toi can't change it," he said.
"Do toi think I wanted that girl to get hurt?" Shea had a few tears and her voice was cracking. It was the first signs that Shea had a heart. It was almost touching. "How was I suppose to know she had already been drugged? How was I suppose to know she had an overdose? God, Eric!"
Eric had never seen Shea so defenseless. He cradled her in his arms. "You didn't do anything. It was all her. toi are going to be okay." All worries about his cheating vanished. Chloe wasn't important right now, Shea was.
Blair was at Chloe's house in just a matter of seconds. She received the emergency voicemail a few moments ago. Her friend needed her. This is way plus important then chemistry homework. Her mom told Blair that Chloe was in her room. Blair found Chloe staring out the window. Chloe immediately turned around. At first, there was a smile on her face and then it turned to a frown. "What's wrong?" Blair asked.
"What's wrong is that I have the biggest secret to tell but I can't tell you," a dit Chloe.
"Why not? I'm your best friend?" Blair was a little confuse.
"If I tell you, then I won't have a best friend anymore. I'll just have me." Chloe said. "You do know Corey Louis likes toi right?"
"No! Is that he secret?" Blair never in her life thought that Corey Louis liked. It was idiotic.
"Nah, that isn't it," Chloe said. "Do toi promise not to get mad?"
"No, of course I won't."
"Eric kissed me yesterday."
She was quiet for an awfully long time. The awkwardness only grew. "Oh, well, great," she said. She had a plastered smile on her flawless face. It was obvious she wasn't thrilled.
Corey Louis has a rendez-vous amoureux, date today and was getting prepared for his rendez-vous amoureux, date this evening. Ever since the makeover, his life has been awful! He hasn't had much time for school work, Blair doesn't even notice him, and he can get any girl he wants but Blair. The only reason why he went on these dates was because he had to keep his reputation up. Shea was even forcing him. She a dit he had to make Blair jealous par dating other girls.
The full length mirror Shea bought him was located at the edge of his room. He stood in front of it. The red tie and black and white suite made him feel uncomfortable in his own skin. This wasn't him. This was some alter ego that Shea created. Everything was happening so fast and he wasn't even able to keep himself stable. No, instead he went along with everything Shea had said. This wasn't him. This wasn't who he wanted to be. He would have to think of some other way to win Blair over.
Bright and early Saturday morning. No one other then Chloe is away at this time. What else would she be doing? She had things to contemplate. It was barely close to the end of August and already something huge has happened. What could she do about it? Should she confront him ou leave an awkward memory between them. Afterwards he did apologize but still. It was startling.
Friday evening he knocked on her door. It was the seconde time Eric had visited since she first moved. He seemed frustrated and confused. When she opened the door, he lunged at her. Not in attack mode ou whatever. He lunged at her as in out his pouty lips against hers. Chloe was a little surprised but soon forgot all his worries. It was an amazing Kiss but it was wrong. He had a girlfriend ou so she thought.
It took a couple of secondes before she tore him off of her. He had tears in his eyes. He mumbled an apology and abruptly left. He room was upstairs sleeping so she didn't hear a thing. Eric had just left her standing there feeling confused. He was probably plus confused par everything but still. Back at her old school, guys weren't so expressive with their feelings. They usually weren't straightforward but Eric was different.
Chloe did the only thing she did when she needed guidance. She needed a friend. She dialed Blair's number and told her to come over, it was an emergency.
Eric was over at Shea's again today. Shea wanted to color coordinate their outfits for the week. Eric wasn't all that into it. He was still a little upset about 'the kiss' but what was he suppose to do. Was he suppose to tell his girlfriend. On the other hand, he did have an idea. "Shea, I have some horrible news," he began. "I will tell toi but toi must promise me that we can speak of that party Sunday."
She stayed focus on the clothes. "Honey, you're too cute. Sunday night never happened. Just tell me whatever toi have to tell me."
"It did happen and toi can't change it," he said.
"Do toi think I wanted that girl to get hurt?" Shea had a few tears and her voice was cracking. It was the first signs that Shea had a heart. It was almost touching. "How was I suppose to know she had already been drugged? How was I suppose to know she had an overdose? God, Eric!"
Eric had never seen Shea so defenseless. He cradled her in his arms. "You didn't do anything. It was all her. toi are going to be okay." All worries about his cheating vanished. Chloe wasn't important right now, Shea was.
Blair was at Chloe's house in just a matter of seconds. She received the emergency voicemail a few moments ago. Her friend needed her. This is way plus important then chemistry homework. Her mom told Blair that Chloe was in her room. Blair found Chloe staring out the window. Chloe immediately turned around. At first, there was a smile on her face and then it turned to a frown. "What's wrong?" Blair asked.
"What's wrong is that I have the biggest secret to tell but I can't tell you," a dit Chloe.
"Why not? I'm your best friend?" Blair was a little confuse.
"If I tell you, then I won't have a best friend anymore. I'll just have me." Chloe said. "You do know Corey Louis likes toi right?"
"No! Is that he secret?" Blair never in her life thought that Corey Louis liked. It was idiotic.
"Nah, that isn't it," Chloe said. "Do toi promise not to get mad?"
"No, of course I won't."
"Eric kissed me yesterday."
She was quiet for an awfully long time. The awkwardness only grew. "Oh, well, great," she said. She had a plastered smile on her flawless face. It was obvious she wasn't thrilled.
Corey Louis has a rendez-vous amoureux, date today and was getting prepared for his rendez-vous amoureux, date this evening. Ever since the makeover, his life has been awful! He hasn't had much time for school work, Blair doesn't even notice him, and he can get any girl he wants but Blair. The only reason why he went on these dates was because he had to keep his reputation up. Shea was even forcing him. She a dit he had to make Blair jealous par dating other girls.
The full length mirror Shea bought him was located at the edge of his room. He stood in front of it. The red tie and black and white suite made him feel uncomfortable in his own skin. This wasn't him. This was some alter ego that Shea created. Everything was happening so fast and he wasn't even able to keep himself stable. No, instead he went along with everything Shea had said. This wasn't him. This wasn't who he wanted to be. He would have to think of some other way to win Blair over.
but now its over
and i am not going back
had my cœur, coeur broken
had my dreams blown away
it only took toi a second
to rearrange my whole day
I use to know you
but now its over
and i see that now
toi blew me away
far from here
and i couldnt make it back
but i bet toi knew that
I use to know
someone like you
he was friendly
but i left him behind
in the rain
in the cold
where i couldnt see him
i hope you're different
it would help
if toi werent exactly like him
nice to know you
but i must go
and protect my soul
how nice of toi to stop by
but please go accueil now
I use to know you
but now im long gone
and it feels great'
to leave that burden behind
i wont see toi again
i wont be there when toi fall
just know that i
wont pick toi up again
Thursday
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water ou something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system ou something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if minutes I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
Kyle is the worst boyfriend ever! The party ended with me in a coma. Apparently there was alcohol in my drink. I had an overdose and it almost killed me. Kyle swears he didn't do it. I want to believe him. I really want to. I know Kyle had done it because I know saw him poor something in there. At first I thought it was water ou something to make it sweeter. It wasn't water. I couldn't go to school today because they were pumping the alcohol out of my system ou something. I'm not entirely sure what happened. All I know is that for a couple if minutes I was pronounced dead. My heartbeat soon started thumping again but I was in a coma. My parents were so worried. I thought for sure they would be dead from shock. Kyle is banned from coming near me. My dad implied that rule. My mom kept crying whenever she talked to me. All she could manage to get out of her mouth besides whimpers were muffled words. I don't think I'll be seeing Kyle for a while now.
What a change Such a dramatic change
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
ou looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Once I was small and ignored
Now I'm called when their bored
ou looking for a friend
To talk to till the end I use to be invisible
Now I feel invincible
They can't hurt me
Look at what I can be
This is new
Something almost true
That great feeling
Was somewhat appealing
But soon disappeared
Whenever I neared
Now I am small
No longer tall
Completely ignored
Always bored
It happened so fast Invisible in the past
Then became invincible
And immediately back to invisible
It changes everyday I don't know what to say
Maybe it won't stay the same
I'll be forever lame
Tuesday
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and a dit that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that Kiss was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.
The preps have got on my nerves for the last time. They decides to expose my crush on Kyle. How dare they? Who do they think they are? Their leader was like we all know that Laurie likes Kyle. U was all like please, I so don't. Then we got into this huge argument. Jennifer, L. J, and Tammie had my back though. Jennifer started trash talking their leader, Carly Louis, and they rest of her desperate followers. Kyle interjected and a dit that if I liked him then it wasn't any of their business. This is why I like the boy so much. After school when I was walking him from school, Kyle caught up with me. He told me that he thought those girls were cruel and should stay in their own business. I couldn't agree more. He whirled around suddenly and kissed me! I was utterly speechless. He started stuttering and then sprinted off in the other direction before I could say anything. Yep, that Kiss was everything that I had imagined it would be but why do I feel like it was so wrong.