I'd always had some hope inside me, hope that shined like the brightest star, because that was just me. Yuri Satomi. I knew there was hope; that little light at the end of the long tunnel that kept someone walking, that hand always pulling toi up when toi don't know what to do anymore?
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I a dit I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. toi were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced par wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he a dit that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just a dit it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my favori teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He a dit that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He a dit that he didn't care about me. He a dit that he would par happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You a dit you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did toi say that to Kiyuri?"
"I a dit I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if toi didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are toi okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do toi expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't toi believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all toi are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all toi want, power. toi don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And toi know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if toi go away, if toi disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he a dit seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If toi want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with plus emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
Well. That hope, if there ever was some inside me, was gone. Forever gone.
I guess I should start from the very beginning, my story, when I had first met Duncan.
I pounded on the carpeted floor. I was eleven, and really, really annoyed. I sobbed, long and deep, my blonde streak falling into my tear-stained eyes. "Stop it..." I managed, trying to push the twelve-year-old boy in front of me away. "Go away, Duncan."
"I won't go away," he insisted. "I just wanted to say hi!"
"Go AWAY!" I shouted, hitting him in the face, flinching as he drew back.
"Sorry, Yuri!" He gasped. "I a dit I was sorry."
I growled. "You are not sorry. toi were never sorry. Leave me alone."
I stared into his eyes, feeling some of me sadness vanish, and it was abruptly replaced par wonder and a weird longing.
"Dammit, Duncan," I whispered. "Go away."
"Forget it, Yuri!" He snapped, and he ran away, and I had no idea what he was up to.
My knees crumpled, and I fell to the ground, sobbing. My cheek brushed a dandelion, and I groaned. A single, clear teardrop spattered on my blue sweater, and I gave in to myself, lying there. I didn't think I could do anything else. He had done that to me, Duncan had hurt me, maybe for life. He... he a dit that he didn't care about me anymore. We were best friends, and then he just a dit it, out of nowhere, leaving me hanging.
I lay there until my favori teacher, Ms. Lyrine, found me there, and brushed my tears off my face. "Kiyuri?"
I tried to speak, but I coughed instead to keep from crying.
"Kiyuri."
I sobbed.
"What did Duncan do?"
"It's all his fault," I murmured. "He said..."
I paused. "Go on," Ms. Lyrine urged.
"He a dit that I wasn't his best friend anymore. He a dit that he didn't care about me. He a dit that he would par happy if I died!"
"I didn't," Duncan murmured, and I realized that he was there, behind my teacher.
"You did!" I screamed. "You a dit you..."
"I know what I said, Yuri. I didn't mean it!"
"Stop it. Go away."
"Duncan, why did toi say that to Kiyuri?"
"I a dit I didn't mean it!" Duncan argued.
"Do not EVER say that again, if toi didn't mean it, Duncan."
I blinked, and the tears threatened to overflow.
"Alright, ma'am," Duncan gave in.
I smirked.
"Thank you, Duncan." Ms. Lyrine's voice was soft. "There, now. Are toi okay, Yuri?"
No,, I almost said. No way. How do toi expect me to be OKAY?!
But all I did was nod. What else could I do?
Ms. Lyrine patted my hair. And she left, leaving me and Duncan.
"Yuri, why won't toi believe me?"
"Because I don't." I shivered.
Duncan sniffed. "Why don't you?"
"Because that's all toi are." My voice was dangerous. "That's all toi want, power. toi don't care about anyone, Duncan. Not me, not anyone."
"That's not true!" He protested. "Yuri!"
I avoided staring into his eyes, so that wouldn't distract me.
"It's true," I snarled. I'd never been easy to forgive someone. "And toi know what, Duncan? I don't care, either. I don't care if toi go away, if toi disappear from this world forever."
It wasn't true, obviously, but at that moment, I just wanted to hurt him. I would do anything.
He patted my head, and I stared at him. "What?"
"Yuri..."
"I said, what?" I demanded.
"I care, Yuri," he a dit seriously.
"I don't," I snapped.
Duncan sighed. "I'll leave you, Yuri. If toi want."
"Go away forever. Do that, and I'll be happy."
He smiled. "Not likely, Yuri."
"Go away!" I repeated, with plus emphasis.
And he did, leaving me there, along, my face buried in the long grass, wishing I was dead.
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Izzy is not a super model she still eats Mc.Donalds baby but that is just her
Well some may say she needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her down right craziness
Well Every thing is the sam in the Lala land\....
Izzy wont change anything in her life she is definitely staying herself on TDI!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Well some may say easy needs to be afraid of losing everything because of her insanely loving way to like Owen
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April 6 2010.
WHO THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE!!!!
I WILL déplacer TO NEW YORK, WITH OWEN. APPEARENLY I'M NOT ALOUD TO SEE OWEN CAUSE HES.....FAT. He came to my house today.....and my parents sent him away! They never had a problem with fat people before! now i can't see him. they sent away Chris because he was too old, and now i have no one. But me and Owen are gonna déplacer to new york, and with Duncan and Courtney's help we'll make a life there and never see my stupid parents again!
April 8 2010.
I have my bags packed. I'm not leaving till May. I wanna make sure that I'm prepared so we can do the basic plan that Duncan made up. me and owen would go down high way 57 to the train station. Then we would ride a cab to the airport where they would fly to new york. Duncan and courtney would be waiting. There was a small apartment that had been abandoned, we would stay there ubtil we had enough money to get a real condo.
WHO THE HELL DO THEY THINK THEY ARE!!!!
I WILL déplacer TO NEW YORK, WITH OWEN. APPEARENLY I'M NOT ALOUD TO SEE OWEN CAUSE HES.....FAT. He came to my house today.....and my parents sent him away! They never had a problem with fat people before! now i can't see him. they sent away Chris because he was too old, and now i have no one. But me and Owen are gonna déplacer to new york, and with Duncan and Courtney's help we'll make a life there and never see my stupid parents again!
April 8 2010.
I have my bags packed. I'm not leaving till May. I wanna make sure that I'm prepared so we can do the basic plan that Duncan made up. me and owen would go down high way 57 to the train station. Then we would ride a cab to the airport where they would fly to new york. Duncan and courtney would be waiting. There was a small apartment that had been abandoned, we would stay there ubtil we had enough money to get a real condo.