heres yet another poem that i wrote. enjoy!
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of toi
my tears were hot with l’amour
and affection for toi
i want toi so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with toi par my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish toi knew me
if only toi were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but rêverie isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish toi knew who i am
but your l’amour i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
toi suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, toi are the auteur of your own life story
i cried when i looked at the sky
it reminded me of toi
my tears were hot with l’amour
and affection for toi
i want toi so bad, honey
youre all ive ever wanted
but i guess thats too much to ask
God wont give me you, im haunted
so i stay up at night with toi par my side
but thats only a dream
its never anything real
baby, i wish toi knew me
if only toi were real in my reality
youre real in my imaginatin
but rêverie isnt enough
i want your affection
i really do wish toi knew who i am
but your l’amour i will never get
your affection i will never feel
but, before, we HAVE met
i read about your story
and i truly am sorry
toi suffered a great loss and your pain i feel
and i wanted to say to you: Ponyboy, toi are the auteur of your own life story
toi and Ponyboy are sitting on the climbers at the park and watching the sunset. toi really like Ponyboy but toi don't know if he feels the same way back. All of a sudden he turns to toi and begins to look toi straight in the eyes. Your hearts slips a beat and toi begin to blush, looking down. He lightly lifts your chin and says "(Y/N), I have an important question to ask toi and I've been waitin' for the right time to ask you." toi sit there speechless waiting for what comes next. Ponyboy slows begins to lean in and his lips meet yours. toi accept them willingly. When the Kiss ends toi are both smiling and Ponyboy asks "Does that mean you'll be my girl?" toi reply "Of course!" And toi begin to Kiss again.
“Will toi please tell me why?” toi were sitting on the bathroom floor with him. toi were still shaking from the silent sobs that racked your body.
“Baby look at me.” He whispers.
Your eyes meet his, and toi loose it. toi put your head into your hands and sob.
“Hey, salut everything’s fine. Shh babe, it’s ok. (Y/N) I promise,” he says as he picks toi up an places toi in his lap.
He rocks toi back and forth for a few minutes, saying nothing. He looks down at your arm.
“You’re beautiful, toi know that?” He mutters into your hair.