~Deep Worry~
I looked through the dark dirty window with such disgrace and worry that not even I could handle it.
It was all over me,everything,pain,agony and worry.
I didn't know If my mum was going to make it,I didn't know if the doctor would find a cure for the case,
The doctor didn't even tell me what my mum's problem was.
I had been wondering about it all night not knowing what it was--only guessing disease's,hoping for something easy.
A silent knock on the door to let me know someone was coming in.
The door handle bent, a short figure coming in.
-"well?'' I sayed, the doctor being mute not even looking into my eyes.
I saw him taking a deep breath.
-"It's some big issue."
I sighed,worried taking a peak to my mum.
-"it's...cancer..."
I trembled... nothing in me felt like moving.
It looked as if I was playing a role in a movie.
The pathetic role of a young girl finding out her mum was in trouble.
-"...wh..what type of cancer?"I asked quickly after regaining my breath
He looked at his pieces of paper hoping it was a mistake.
-"Skin Cancer"
I started shaking,I was really afraid,and I usually wasn't the type to feel so much worry for my mum.
I've always told her how much I hated her,and that she was the worst mum.
I guess I just started to realise my life without my mum.
didn't even want to think about it.
-"Can it be cured?"sounding almost heartless.
-"We will try your best for your mum to recover,we're going to do some analysis concerning some examples of skin tissue,to check first."
I nodded.
-"Can it have side-effects...?,can toi really die from Skin Cancer?I asked looking weird.
-"It depends"he started explaining.
-"If there are complications like another disease between S.C it might add some bad effects,we can never know what is going to happen."
-"Ok then,thanks"my voice was shaking within me.
He started walking away then remembered to tell me something.
-"Now we are going to give her fluid and she will be under analgesics,the assistants will soon déplacer her into another room,The hours for visiting are in between 14:16PM.
He left quietly closing the door.
-"ahh mum,you've always told me not to be worried about anything,but now...,it's you that I worry about"
I looked again at the window...nothing in the landscape had changed,everything calming and unchanged.
Maybe nothing will change inside my mum...
It was getting dark,soon I'd have to go back,Rob would panick if no one was picking him after school...
I stood up looking for my bag and my coat.
It was time to leave,An absent look on my mum's face for today then I'd leave.
-"Good-Bye mum Im going to leave for now.See ya' tommorow..."
It felt weird...
Speaking with someone,who can't hear you.
I've seen this on the T.V but never knew It'd ever apply to me.
I began walking away,not feeling anything deep inside as I moved on.
Sneak-Peak from the up-coming Chapter:
The door wouldn't open,The keys we're already put from the other side of the door handle which wouldn't allow me to unlock the door.
Rob Must've gotten accueil from school par himself.
Mum would've killed him if she knew he'd go accueil par himself.
I knocked twice on the door,no answer until now.
-" ROB OPEN THE DOOR!"
Still nothing,I was getting angry.
I looked through the dark dirty window with such disgrace and worry that not even I could handle it.
It was all over me,everything,pain,agony and worry.
I didn't know If my mum was going to make it,I didn't know if the doctor would find a cure for the case,
The doctor didn't even tell me what my mum's problem was.
I had been wondering about it all night not knowing what it was--only guessing disease's,hoping for something easy.
A silent knock on the door to let me know someone was coming in.
The door handle bent, a short figure coming in.
-"well?'' I sayed, the doctor being mute not even looking into my eyes.
I saw him taking a deep breath.
-"It's some big issue."
I sighed,worried taking a peak to my mum.
-"it's...cancer..."
I trembled... nothing in me felt like moving.
It looked as if I was playing a role in a movie.
The pathetic role of a young girl finding out her mum was in trouble.
-"...wh..what type of cancer?"I asked quickly after regaining my breath
He looked at his pieces of paper hoping it was a mistake.
-"Skin Cancer"
I started shaking,I was really afraid,and I usually wasn't the type to feel so much worry for my mum.
I've always told her how much I hated her,and that she was the worst mum.
I guess I just started to realise my life without my mum.
didn't even want to think about it.
-"Can it be cured?"sounding almost heartless.
-"We will try your best for your mum to recover,we're going to do some analysis concerning some examples of skin tissue,to check first."
I nodded.
-"Can it have side-effects...?,can toi really die from Skin Cancer?I asked looking weird.
-"It depends"he started explaining.
-"If there are complications like another disease between S.C it might add some bad effects,we can never know what is going to happen."
-"Ok then,thanks"my voice was shaking within me.
He started walking away then remembered to tell me something.
-"Now we are going to give her fluid and she will be under analgesics,the assistants will soon déplacer her into another room,The hours for visiting are in between 14:16PM.
He left quietly closing the door.
-"ahh mum,you've always told me not to be worried about anything,but now...,it's you that I worry about"
I looked again at the window...nothing in the landscape had changed,everything calming and unchanged.
Maybe nothing will change inside my mum...
It was getting dark,soon I'd have to go back,Rob would panick if no one was picking him after school...
I stood up looking for my bag and my coat.
It was time to leave,An absent look on my mum's face for today then I'd leave.
-"Good-Bye mum Im going to leave for now.See ya' tommorow..."
It felt weird...
Speaking with someone,who can't hear you.
I've seen this on the T.V but never knew It'd ever apply to me.
I began walking away,not feeling anything deep inside as I moved on.
Sneak-Peak from the up-coming Chapter:
The door wouldn't open,The keys we're already put from the other side of the door handle which wouldn't allow me to unlock the door.
Rob Must've gotten accueil from school par himself.
Mum would've killed him if she knew he'd go accueil par himself.
I knocked twice on the door,no answer until now.
-" ROB OPEN THE DOOR!"
Still nothing,I was getting angry.
