so here it is chapter 5
lots of things will happen in this chapter and toi can be sure about that.
the problem is my keyboard isnt working and im typing on my screen keyboard and it takes a while to press on the letters with the mouse.
Chapter 5 extra
i was caught up in traffic.
no one was moving i was on the same spot for a couple of minutes already.
i was one step even closer to get out of my car and walk till there.
but i made myself pacience and waited holding the nervousity inside ...or atleast,trying to.
the traffic light turned green and the cars started moving though it was a slow process.
i saw a parking place right in the left of me and i could park my car and...walk till i get there.
i made the signal to the men who was in the back of me then i started turning left.
easily i parked my car,but... i had a problem,
i wouldnt be able to walk not with only 10 minutes left.
i remembered i had rob's bycicle in my car...but will i get to the movie award ceremony ...riding a bycicle???
i took my bycicle out and quickly started moving.
-"please dont stare at me!" i thought loosing my mind.
everyone wanted to know why was i riding a bike dressed so elegant...apart from my old shoes.
i was glad i didnt take high heels it would had been almost impossible to ride it then.
...
i was there finally i could recognise the tall building all covered with lights,people living near it looking through the balconies and two massive bodyguards controlling the tickets for ...people like me...
i decided to become an adventurer, the que was too long and i was afraid that taylor would have been gone while i was staying in the que.
so i went the other side,but immediately after i went that way i knew i made a mistake ..a bad one...
célébrités went from there
it had a huge red carpet similar to what i see in the television.
i was amazed par everything and continued walking not realising.
until i fell on a woman because of my clumsyness.
i panict and felt emberessed,without wanting to look at her face i started apologising several times.
But for curiosity ...i had to look
she looked very familiar to me...then i remembered
she was the woman who paid my dress though she didnt know me!
i didnt know but my face had stopped looking confused and i think she remembered me too because her face was almost the same as mine.
but she stood up many bodyguards helping her and looked at me fiercily as if i ruined her life.
i suddenly remembered about my bycicle which i probably left it somewhere where i would forget but i would find it later,now my preoccupation was seeing again taylor lautner.
she walked away near a guy, didnt see his face he was with his back at me talking to an interviewer on the other side.
it was probably her boyfriend, i thought
but then the guy turned on my side and ...he was taylor lautner!!
i felt like my cœur, coeur got out and ran to taylor
i smiled...i had that picture on my mind.
but what was SHE doing suivant to him???
signs of enourmos quantites of gelousy pumped through me...
he was holding her close to him...TIGHTLY
i could rip my hair from my head that moment and i didnt even realise that tears started surrounding my cheeks.
but i didnt need to react THAT bad ,maybe my conclussion was wrong,maybe they were very good friends.
i walked on the other side hoping taylor lautner could see me...
i stopped...
so what if taylor lautner saw me...to him im just a random...fan.
but atleast i could live happy only knewing taylor lautner would only once look at me then turn away.that was all i needed.
i continued walking until i got there.
he was dressed so elegant and everything stood perfect on him,like the clothes where only made for him.
i was quite near him and all the cameramans where taking many pictures and interviewers were interviewing him...i also spotted some paparazzi from the outside waiting to take shocking pictures.
i looked down then looked at him straight into the eye
for a moment he looked at me
but i didnt know what to feel i felt upset...i knew even on this moment he was looking at me. i looked down...i had the feeling of being upset though i didnt know why.
i had too look at him and i saw him smiling at me ...made my cœur, coeur melt
he seemed to come closer,i thought i was haluginating,he seemed to be used to people taking pictures while he was walking ou doing something.
i looked at him and knew he was closer
-"so toi made it in here" he a dit sort of laughing
i wonder why he laughed...maybe his ...girlfriend told him what happened earlier.
i replied his smile and nodded
he went a step back
-"i really dont know why but i hoped toi would had come here"
i was really ...happy to hear that but i couldnt define what i felt it wasnt happiness...it was plus than that
but it ended now
SHE came after him looking suspicious.
it was her turn to be gelouus
-"i saw toi in a boutique ...you where looking for a dress"
that wasnt really a question she asked me plus like an approval
-"i remember ,i saw you"
i a dit ...it was the best i could get out from head.
taylor looked confused
-"you two met?"he asked confused
-"that's the same question i was going to ask toi too"she a dit trying to...sound provocatively for taylor...and it worked
they changed between them looks and i felt like an intruder...
i didnt know how to ask her what was her name i was too timid.
an interviwer came and kind of pushed me aside to talk to ...them
-"teresa,how long are toi and taylor dating?"
the question the interviewer asked made my suspicions come true
so they are together...
my look was probably very...sad and horrible and all kind of negative words.
i walked away before i could hear her reply
i really didnt want to know .Simply wanted to vanish out from here...
and again everyone was staring at my combination of elegant dress and sporty shoes.
a tear fell down on the floor,i wondered from where do this tears come out??? they were starting to get ridiculous,ofcourse all i can do is cry and get into a depression.
why am i that sad anyways ...i always knew taylor lautner would be with someone.
and that...someone wouldnt be me...
but there is still licker of hope of...faith it may turn partially good.
lots of things will happen in this chapter and toi can be sure about that.
the problem is my keyboard isnt working and im typing on my screen keyboard and it takes a while to press on the letters with the mouse.
Chapter 5 extra
i was caught up in traffic.
no one was moving i was on the same spot for a couple of minutes already.
i was one step even closer to get out of my car and walk till there.
but i made myself pacience and waited holding the nervousity inside ...or atleast,trying to.
the traffic light turned green and the cars started moving though it was a slow process.
i saw a parking place right in the left of me and i could park my car and...walk till i get there.
i made the signal to the men who was in the back of me then i started turning left.
easily i parked my car,but... i had a problem,
i wouldnt be able to walk not with only 10 minutes left.
i remembered i had rob's bycicle in my car...but will i get to the movie award ceremony ...riding a bycicle???
i took my bycicle out and quickly started moving.
-"please dont stare at me!" i thought loosing my mind.
everyone wanted to know why was i riding a bike dressed so elegant...apart from my old shoes.
i was glad i didnt take high heels it would had been almost impossible to ride it then.
...
i was there finally i could recognise the tall building all covered with lights,people living near it looking through the balconies and two massive bodyguards controlling the tickets for ...people like me...
i decided to become an adventurer, the que was too long and i was afraid that taylor would have been gone while i was staying in the que.
so i went the other side,but immediately after i went that way i knew i made a mistake ..a bad one...
célébrités went from there
it had a huge red carpet similar to what i see in the television.
i was amazed par everything and continued walking not realising.
until i fell on a woman because of my clumsyness.
i panict and felt emberessed,without wanting to look at her face i started apologising several times.
But for curiosity ...i had to look
she looked very familiar to me...then i remembered
she was the woman who paid my dress though she didnt know me!
i didnt know but my face had stopped looking confused and i think she remembered me too because her face was almost the same as mine.
but she stood up many bodyguards helping her and looked at me fiercily as if i ruined her life.
i suddenly remembered about my bycicle which i probably left it somewhere where i would forget but i would find it later,now my preoccupation was seeing again taylor lautner.
she walked away near a guy, didnt see his face he was with his back at me talking to an interviewer on the other side.
it was probably her boyfriend, i thought
but then the guy turned on my side and ...he was taylor lautner!!
i felt like my cœur, coeur got out and ran to taylor
i smiled...i had that picture on my mind.
but what was SHE doing suivant to him???
signs of enourmos quantites of gelousy pumped through me...
he was holding her close to him...TIGHTLY
i could rip my hair from my head that moment and i didnt even realise that tears started surrounding my cheeks.
but i didnt need to react THAT bad ,maybe my conclussion was wrong,maybe they were very good friends.
i walked on the other side hoping taylor lautner could see me...
i stopped...
so what if taylor lautner saw me...to him im just a random...fan.
but atleast i could live happy only knewing taylor lautner would only once look at me then turn away.that was all i needed.
i continued walking until i got there.
he was dressed so elegant and everything stood perfect on him,like the clothes where only made for him.
i was quite near him and all the cameramans where taking many pictures and interviewers were interviewing him...i also spotted some paparazzi from the outside waiting to take shocking pictures.
i looked down then looked at him straight into the eye
for a moment he looked at me
but i didnt know what to feel i felt upset...i knew even on this moment he was looking at me. i looked down...i had the feeling of being upset though i didnt know why.
i had too look at him and i saw him smiling at me ...made my cœur, coeur melt
he seemed to come closer,i thought i was haluginating,he seemed to be used to people taking pictures while he was walking ou doing something.
i looked at him and knew he was closer
-"so toi made it in here" he a dit sort of laughing
i wonder why he laughed...maybe his ...girlfriend told him what happened earlier.
i replied his smile and nodded
he went a step back
-"i really dont know why but i hoped toi would had come here"
i was really ...happy to hear that but i couldnt define what i felt it wasnt happiness...it was plus than that
but it ended now
SHE came after him looking suspicious.
it was her turn to be gelouus
-"i saw toi in a boutique ...you where looking for a dress"
that wasnt really a question she asked me plus like an approval
-"i remember ,i saw you"
i a dit ...it was the best i could get out from head.
taylor looked confused
-"you two met?"he asked confused
-"that's the same question i was going to ask toi too"she a dit trying to...sound provocatively for taylor...and it worked
they changed between them looks and i felt like an intruder...
i didnt know how to ask her what was her name i was too timid.
an interviwer came and kind of pushed me aside to talk to ...them
-"teresa,how long are toi and taylor dating?"
the question the interviewer asked made my suspicions come true
so they are together...
my look was probably very...sad and horrible and all kind of negative words.
i walked away before i could hear her reply
i really didnt want to know .Simply wanted to vanish out from here...
and again everyone was staring at my combination of elegant dress and sporty shoes.
a tear fell down on the floor,i wondered from where do this tears come out??? they were starting to get ridiculous,ofcourse all i can do is cry and get into a depression.
why am i that sad anyways ...i always knew taylor lautner would be with someone.
and that...someone wouldnt be me...
but there is still licker of hope of...faith it may turn partially good.