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par the way stream this week is canceled due to my schedule combined with other people's schedules posté il y a 3 heures
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*sigh* Its hard to convince myself to sleep cause my brains oddly on edge over the session earlier today and the fact I gotta ride Uber to the airport which Ive always been paranoid about posté il y a 1 jour
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Not like horrifically but enough that Im resistant to sleep out of discomfort il y a 1 jour
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Tfw toi have to talk with your therapist over why something toi know is irrational is irrational because your brain doesnt always listen to ration and toi just sit there like "Fuck man, now we look dramatic because toi were freaking out over something I told toi was irrational and pointless and potentially unhealthy." posté il y a 1 jour
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And then him pointing out the fact I over prepare and over plan for the worst to the point its kinda bad with how it takes a lot of the fun and excitement out of life and then Im like ":vvvv Dont bring me into this :vv Im just trying to protect us :v We might get caught off guard if we dont know whats going on :vv" il y a 1 jour
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.... I really clearly dissociate myself in therapy dont I? il y a 1 jour
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I dont really mean dissociate in like... the experience of dissociation, but the way I talk about myself and my issues in therapy REALLY sounds like Im REALLY divisé, split and like "pfft thats not me" when it fucking is ya hoe. Like its not THAT apparently until I talk about my emotions and way of doing things il y a 1 jour
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Also I gotta stop talking in first person plural so much. XD ou maybe not, cause it might be something I should stop restricting myself on. I dunno. Im curious what psychiatry will say when I go to it on the topic. And after I get MRI scans and shit on my brain so I can make sure its not like some tumor ou anything that might be causing the memory issues and stuff just so they can go through the procedure of diagnosing shit il y a 1 jour