Is there anything in life you’re into, but can never accomplish at all?

Im into Bangtan Boys and want to meet them but that dream is crushed bc a fanmeet is only heald in south korea and i cant get myself over there. And same with the concerts.... We dont have money to go to one and plus they r always out of state ou out of country... Like bts.... Come to Pennsylvania my friends.

A lot of my interests and 90% is because I'm broke;

- écriture I l’amour it, so many people say that they think that I can get a book published but honestly I feel like its super far-fetched. So far I've only run into situations where I'd have to pay thousands of dollars to have a place publier my works and that's a no go. You'd almost have to have connections.

- Singing; I'd l’amour to put out an album ou even a Youtube thing. But I don't have the money to buy the right equipment that'd help me get a start. Things like a good mic. Also doesn't help that there's a lot of background noise in my accueil so the quality would be too low to get anywhere on youtube.

- écriture for a TV montrer ou cartoon. Idk where to even begin here. Like I have no TV experience.

- Playing the hurdy gurdy also costs at least a thousand dollars.

- Travel same with this. But I see this one as doable (just not to the extent that I'd like).

- Going full on goth, the outfits I really adore tend to cost hundreds of dollars and that could be for like one manteau alone. ou one pair of shoes alone.

Getting it on with a heroic spirit from the Fate anime...

......Something I really want but can't.

Drawing. I have always admired, from afar, this kind of art. But, when i tried to do some of it, i could not help but feel very anxious about it, i do not know exactly why, as if there was something that prevents me to do so

chant as well.

I have a multitude of them.

-Algebra, but that's besides the point.

-Songwriting. Harder than I thought, tho it can make a person tonnes of money compared to other music-related jobs. Sure I can write a little bit, but I'm trying to make them less repetitive, and with a message of some sort.

-Building Trick Room teams without a Trick Room Extender-like item. Same with Tailwind. This is related to Pokémon.

-Using automation in DAWs.

-Mixing and mastering songs with $9 earbuds.

-Wanting to use ProTools. After college, I'm ditching ProTools.

-Making raw trap. But I found a video that'll help me out.

-Collaborating with people without having to meet each other in person.

-Making my own sounds without using other people's samples. VINAI, an edm duo, got in trouble for this 😅

-Penmanship. My écriture skills are off.

-Getting the plugins I want without attempting to pirate them. That shit tears your computer up.

-Getting another job. Not that I hate my current job, but still.

-Making drop melodies in triplet time.

-Getting signed par Spinnin' Records, ou at least par one of its sublabels. If I do get a track on there, I'm gonna ask them to make my album art the older way. Pic below.

-Going about producing musique under 'M4RSH4DOW' (for money) without copyright down my throat. Fuck copyright -_-

-Getting signed par Revealed and Gemstone (Hardwell's record label)

-Owning Westgate villa property.

-Getting Soundcloud Pro Unlimited and YouTube Premium, but I wanna pay for it all in one go. Same with a timecode license for Virtual Dj.

-Having my own label (or sublabel). I'd call it "Multitude Recs."

-Getting off writer's block. Fuck writer's block too -_-

I can go for years.

I can go on for years.

drawing/animation. I l’amour watching people draw and animate on youtube, but I have no clue where to even start nor do I have the money to get the equipment I plus than likely would need to do it.

I would say chant and being a screenwriter like for animé but I know being a mangaka is really hard to be as since usually a lot them get paid so little. ...and yes in less toi can make one of your manga become a hit and made into a animé toi can be pretty successful so am not saying it's impossible but it all depends on luck and even so creating a animé is really expensive. Other that I still haven't donné up on that dream to get my stories published some way ou another but still I don't see a future for me in that career on being able to do it as a living. Of course it doesn't have to be made into an animé to be a hit even manga can be hits. When comes to my hobby of singing, I always wanted to be k-pop étoile, star but I don't like how lots of artists are treated and would l’amour to have the freedom to be myself and not have someone change ou control my music. If I wanted to be an artist I would want the freedom to be myself and create my own musique and musique video's. I know a lot people will say foreigner's can make it but honestly how do toi know if toi don't at least try? ...but yeah life for k-pop artists is very tiring, toi get disrespected and mistreated and just a hard career in general. Also I don't think I can change my appearance since a lot of artists have to go through sugery. Also lots have extreme diets and I l’amour food, though I wonder if they can understand that some can't gain weight. Though I feel plus of how do toi know in less toi try type of situation but I know it's not impossible.