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Sinna_Hime_chan said:
My opinion of myself when mad~ not so good. I am usually fairly soft-spoken, calm, cool, but when I am VERY angry the air around me bristles with this intensity and anyone around me can see ou feel that intense vibe. I cannot totally hide my feelings because of that. I do not want to react in the first ways that come to mind ou tell EXACTLY what I think about them ou the situation because that can be very strong- VERY strong. I am a passionate person with deep beliefs. It still does not give me an excuse ou a right to lash out. I'd rather not speak in anger. I DO try to speak rationally &/or resolve the situation in some postive way. I can still end up jouer la comédie like an idiot ou feeling like one. It is not often I get that ruffled, but when I do I do try to talk it out, and if that does not work I may come back another time. I do not have to be right. I can admit my mistakes, but it can suck when I end up adding to a problem and having to go back and make amends, especially if I owed no apology to begin with! It happens. I do not believe in holding onto anger, staying angry, forming a grudge ou resentment. That only hurts me, just like stuffing feelings. I have seen too often the grievious affects of holding stress in. I have my art, I can pray, and I can also do the negative things like have my really negative thoughts, ou sleep -if I can. Sexual things are an outlet, lol. If something still continues to bother me, I end up feeling like I need to let it out and let it go and I may talk to a friend ou someone. I try to forgive, just like I would want. I really don't want regrets, and sometimes it happens. Sometimes it is just a process.
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