Thinking about what a difference God has made in my life. And that I have a purpose to live. And listening to positive upbeat musique <3. And plus, life's too short anyway, why kill myself now?
If I ever think about something like that, I talk to a friend that's online, ou on the phone if they're not on. If no one toi really trust is able to talk at the time, then I just listen to musique and try to calm myself down.
Well, I would guess it would be to think about my friends, and everyone who loves me. Think about how sad and upset they would be if I took my own life. Think about things I l’amour like art... And uh... that's all I can think of at the moment.
I've never thought about killing myself, but if I did, those things would surely cheer me up.
I watch Shane Dawson he is comedic genius yet, he has vidéos like bullying and suicide, and why was I born?, and it makes me remember that I belong in this world. Listen to music, take a shower. toi should feel better. Do what toi l’amour whether it be écriture ou painting ou sports.... It will help
I have never thought about that but Listening to music, being alone to think, talking to friends, and drawing ou écriture in a journal always helps when i'm in a bad mood...
Don't do it! It's not worth it!
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1) i'm terrible at school 2)a friend of mine is mad at me cause apparently i'm a monster cause i didn't ask her how she was. 3)everybody seems to be mad at me with no reason 4) i'm never gonna have a decent future, i'll probably just be living under a bridge. 5)all my hard work = shit 6) my dad threatens me if i have bad grades 7) he hits me if i have bad grades
Recalling all my dreams and aspirations for the future. Thinking about how my loss could cause the people close to me unnecessary heartache. And i also remember how most pain usually is. When toi hurt yourself, the agony is all toi can think about, but than as soon as the suivant jour toi forget what that pain felt like and its as if it never happened. Allot of pain goes away eventually, but it is worth the wait.
the pain, thinking about my Friends and family and what it would be like if i was gone and how sad they would be,listening to music, writing, praying to god, and watching anime, and playing the legend of zelda... :| ...yeah, i get that feeling alot...
What cheers me up is that if i died rite now, wut would be the purpose of that?! I am young and if i died rite now there would just be no purpose in that. And friends, how sad they would be, family,and i am just thankful wut God has donné me :)
I'm thinking about my friends. Because they are the single ones who really care about me. I think about our jokes and it suddenly makes me feel so much better. toi know..it's like the moon and the stars. I am the moon,they are the stars. Even if they aren't with me all the time,I can see even one of them suporting me,see even one of them being there for me. And in the deepest hole of my soul I know everyone of them are caring about me,are thinking about me. And they will cry if I will die. This breaks my cœur, coeur - seeing them crying,because I hate people who are sad.
i won't kill myself, because i have a reason to be here, my dreams aren't fulfilled (yet),i have to meet all my fav celebs, i have to rendez-vous amoureux, date all my celeb crushes, and i have to marry Nathan James Skyes... *sigh* <3
I stop and think about the pain of it. How much it would hurt, physically. Also my family and Friends stop me, as well as my pen friend, Kate, in America. I want to meet her, and I won't if I'm dead.
It is odd that toi take it for granted that there are times we think of it... Life sucks a lot but still throwing it away is stupid because there are these few great moments worth all the fucked up ones...And imaging the nothingness of death (since I don't believe in afterlife ou heaven I think we just turn to dust ) makes me feel lucky to be alive so killing myself wouldn't be an option in the shittiest of situation.So even if toi are a pessimist like myself and can't see the bright side just think that death is worse...
I think about my best friend. He was suicidal, and I remember how scared i was of him actually going through with it. I would spend nights crying for hours, just because I would keep repeating in my head his précédant contemplation. I guess I was mental preparing myself if he attempted. Luckily, he never did. I get depressed and stressed every once in a while, and whenever I wanna give up, I think of him, because I know exactly the pain he would have felt if I was gone.
To know that even though something went wrong,that I still have a loving family and God gave me my life and I want to enjoy it before I fade into the wind.
Drawing depressing, dark pictures ou écriture depressing, dark poetry.... And it usually doesn't help any, but it gives me something to obsess over, which usually gives me time to calm down to where I don't feel so down and depressed.
It's not something that cheers me up. I just think of how my sister tried it once and how much that hurt and then I think of how I could never put anyone through that much pain.
