The suivant jour I woke up and called alisha who was already on her way to mine
Alisha: hello
Me: Hay
Alisha: So have toi felt sick yet
Me: No not... wait just hold that thought
I ran to the bathroom and I threw up again
Alisha: Leah are toi ok...
I came back to the phone
Me: Yeah I'm fine sorry, what times the doctors appointment?
Alisha: Um in about half an heure so start getting ready I'll be there in about five minutes then we have to leave
Me: Ok I'll be ready bye
Alisha: Bye!
I hung up the phone and went for a shower, I got dressed and did my hair then Alisha arrived at my door and we left

At the doctors

Me: alisha im scared, what if it's something bad
Alisha: then we'll fight through it together ok
Me: ok I'm sorry its been all about me lately hows it going with toi and roc?
Alisha: It's going great, He going to do a radio thing over the weekend and he asked me to come
Me: Cool are toi excited?
Alisha: Yes I am plus than excited, I'm actually really scared
Me: What why?
Alisha: Because all his fans will be there and they might think I'm trying to rub our relationship in their faces
Me: We'll I guess they'll have to deal with roc decision
Nurse: LEAH Leah
Me: Yeah I'm here *standing up*
Nurse: Right through her *leading me and alisha to the doctor*

In the room

Dr: Hi leah how have toi been lately
Me: Really sick I've been throwing up every morning and I sometimes just feel really dizzy and ill
Dr: Open your mouth, I'm just going to do a few test on you
Me:ok *opening my mouth*
He checked my mouth and then my ears
Dr: How old are you
Me: 15
Dr: O um ok not the best news but one thing that it could be is that your.............. pregnant, But I just need a sample of your urine to test if toi are
I froze right there and then , I couldn't feel anything at that moment hundreds of feelings were going around my head back and forth back and forth and I couldn't stop it until I felt alisha's hand on my shoulder, I suddenly started breathing really fast and deeply " I-I-I-I can't be pregnant, I can't "
Alisha: Dr can we have some time to talk please
The Dr left and alisha turned to me and a dit "So is it princetons?"
Me: It can't be , we've never done it before
Alisha: Well is it...
I could tell she didn't want to say his name just in case I burst out in tears
Me: Chris
Alisha: Uuugghh I'm gonna kill him how could he do this, toi have to tell someone
Me: I can't what if he comes back and does it again, I can't I nearly killed myself I was so scared
Alisha: Are toi gonna tell prince about this
Me: NO!!!!! I can't do that to him
Alisha: Stop thinking about him and start thinking about yourself your going to need someone with toi if I'm not there
Me: I can't if I do he's gonna know I left him at the hospital ou he's gonna think I'm cheating on him
Alisha: Tell him about that night, He'll understand he won't turn on you, It wasn't your fault
Me: I'm not telling him about Chris ou about me being pregnant
The Dr came back with a pregnancy test and told me to do what I had to do, I went and came back and the test said................................................................................. POSITIVE...