A poem of a sad man

My strenghthen will be for-
ever transparent into the
elegant ambitions that isn't
pretending to describe.

But i live inside a deeper
atmosphere that gives
me the patience that i need
to be this person that the world
wants me to be,

My transparent experience
will soon release the chaos
that seems to be standing
right in front of me as we
speak.

I've tried to acknowledge
every-captured moment
that makes my trans-
parent experince what it
is today.

Please let this claiming
innocence be the thing
that will guide me away
from every-thing that
isn't what it needs to
be,

Please let me face my
chronicles of hope with
the admiration to let my
transparent experiences
die away from me and
who i want to be for toi
and for every-one who is
around toi now.

(c)
2012
erie morgan

You're my bestie,
my best-est one,
You're my bestie,
someone who makes school fun.
You're my bestie
no matter how far apart,
You're my bestie,
and always in my heart.
You're my bestie,
the best I've ever had,
You're my bestie,
the only one who cheers me up when I'm sad.
You're my bestie,
and only one who knows what to do,
You're my bestie,
and I l’amour you,...........

    because...............

You're my bestie,
the only one who made me see
that you're my bestie,
the best that can be!

My world fades into the background,
and I see all my memories,
everything I've done,
all the things I tried to forget,


All my world faults,
everything I did wrong,
all those I hurt,
all the dreams I destroyed,
and all the terrible things I said,


My world fades away,
and all that's left,
is my terrible life,
the forest of everything I did wrong,
the dark, dark forest,


Wake up!


The devil shows toi the bad things,
but the Lord shows toi all the good things,
He forgives the bad,
forgets it,
and never mentions it,
He shows toi the good thing,
the beautiful field,
full of flowers,
bright and perfect,

My world fade away,
and all that is left,
is the beauty of the Lord.

The girls screams but all their is is silence.
She sheds tears but her face is not moist.
She speaks but there are no words to be heard.
This girl, only in her mind she ever screamed for this, there was no sound. Only in her mind did she cry for this, tears did not moisten her face. And for this words where never herd. She is scared of exspression. She is scared to stand out and is scared of judgment. Becuase of this her world will be of muteness there will be no sun no moon only a gray, a gray nothingness in a line of other people all have no faces for they to are scared of being diffrent and they all to live in gray nothingness.
The girl who is scared will live in the world of gray until her scream is herd and her face feels tears.

Inside the darkness of my tortured mind
I see a lifelless body
Covered with blood
As I run to hold it tight
I see myself
As tears run over my cheeks
And while the whole body is trembling
My mind is looking for a justification
In loathing and despite:
Oh, what did I achieve,
What have I become?
Living par the someone elses rules
Deprived of my one desires,
Just a shadow in this world
Where its beauty has never been shown
To my sad eyes.
But, is this the only exit of my amer existence,
Is this the way to end this resident pain?
And in the darkness of my mind
Tears run over my cheeks
Asking why,
Why rain never stops,
Why sun never shines
In my eyes,
Deadness is sleeping in its depravity
And I know that I don't belong
To this world,
I'm living in my own,
Living on my own.

What would toi do,
if the l’amour of your life died,
what would toi do if they died a terrible death,
would toi get revenge,
would toi hate everyone,
would toi become a murderer in return,
would toi cry your life away,
ou would toi take your life away?

What would toi do,
if your best friend committed suicide,
what would toi do if they died terribly,
would toi laugh because no tears will come,
would toi cry until it is all over,
would toi do the same,
would toi run away,
ou would toi just throw it all away?

What would toi do,
if toi were hit par a car,
what would toi do if toi were dying,
would toi feel sorry for yourself,
would toi cry until the end,
would toi remember everything toi have ever done,
would toi call your mom,
ou would toi hate the person until your life has gone away?

What would toi do,
when everything ends for toi ou a friend?

What would toi do?