Sorrow fills the air
smoke from a cigarettes fill the room
begging to be free
im only beatin half to death
blood rains down my face just like a tear
never leaving and sign of life
small weak and useless they would tell me
but i never let i get in my way
i flew over riveres and dashed into hiding
for i was fearful and yet still feared
no one ever cared
no one ever spared
a dime a jour for a week
never enough to fill my stomach
always regreting ever asking
but sign of hope came flying bye
a young boy the same age came walking over
"Do toi want help" he a dit plus than just sweet
he held out his and and i slowly grabbed it
he gave me the kindest smile i ever saw
13 and never yet have i ever learned to swim
kicking my feet waving my arm
i looked like a fool with no trace of cool
"Just be patient"The boy a dit with another smile
i stood up and began to laugh for he wandered why
he was all wet and not yet changed
"Oh come on its funny"i a dit holding out my hand
he grabbed it just like i grabbed his
softly and quietly so no one could hear
his beating pulse he had was different from mine
Thump...thump...thump it went while mine went
thump.thump.thump.thump.thump.thump
i never knew why but it made my cry so different
i held my thoughts inside
while his smile faded he left and i never saw him
i looked high and low far and near
but the sight wasn't clear
i remebered his cœur, coeur beat and followed my nose
thumpp...thump...thump...thump...thump
i bumped into alot of people but i knew
i had to keep going
par now i had turned 16 and i had no one to talk to after he left me alone
i felt my cœur, coeur and felt in love
but i never would admit it
i cried and cried and cried for days weeks months
i never healed until i met Joseph
he cared for me and i cared for him
i felt like crying once again but tears of joy
not hateful spitful memories
Joseph stopped one jour in the woods we walked and walked until we fell
no not fell as we fell to the ground
we fell in l’amour my eyes met his
his hands grabbed my hands
our lips touched and it felt like magik between us
my cœur, coeur slowed down and i felt the same beat as the last boy
thump...thump...thump...thump...
it was shameful for me to l’amour while still in love
i never wanted to leave
but once again i felt alone
i breathed a lonly breath and stopped for in knew
i knew that i would fly over the sky over the pond
and back into darkness after Joseph died and me as well
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Depression help me make this i have another poem called isfortune and i will be listing all my poems up on my mur bye seeya
smoke from a cigarettes fill the room
begging to be free
im only beatin half to death
blood rains down my face just like a tear
never leaving and sign of life
small weak and useless they would tell me
but i never let i get in my way
i flew over riveres and dashed into hiding
for i was fearful and yet still feared
no one ever cared
no one ever spared
a dime a jour for a week
never enough to fill my stomach
always regreting ever asking
but sign of hope came flying bye
a young boy the same age came walking over
"Do toi want help" he a dit plus than just sweet
he held out his and and i slowly grabbed it
he gave me the kindest smile i ever saw
13 and never yet have i ever learned to swim
kicking my feet waving my arm
i looked like a fool with no trace of cool
"Just be patient"The boy a dit with another smile
i stood up and began to laugh for he wandered why
he was all wet and not yet changed
"Oh come on its funny"i a dit holding out my hand
he grabbed it just like i grabbed his
softly and quietly so no one could hear
his beating pulse he had was different from mine
Thump...thump...thump it went while mine went
thump.thump.thump.thump.thump.thump
i never knew why but it made my cry so different
i held my thoughts inside
while his smile faded he left and i never saw him
i looked high and low far and near
but the sight wasn't clear
i remebered his cœur, coeur beat and followed my nose
thumpp...thump...thump...thump...thump
i bumped into alot of people but i knew
i had to keep going
par now i had turned 16 and i had no one to talk to after he left me alone
i felt my cœur, coeur and felt in love
but i never would admit it
i cried and cried and cried for days weeks months
i never healed until i met Joseph
he cared for me and i cared for him
i felt like crying once again but tears of joy
not hateful spitful memories
Joseph stopped one jour in the woods we walked and walked until we fell
no not fell as we fell to the ground
we fell in l’amour my eyes met his
his hands grabbed my hands
our lips touched and it felt like magik between us
my cœur, coeur slowed down and i felt the same beat as the last boy
thump...thump...thump...thump...
it was shameful for me to l’amour while still in love
i never wanted to leave
but once again i felt alone
i breathed a lonly breath and stopped for in knew
i knew that i would fly over the sky over the pond
and back into darkness after Joseph died and me as well
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Depression help me make this i have another poem called isfortune and i will be listing all my poems up on my mur bye seeya
Love, Love Spin Us Round, Love, Love, Kicks Us When Were Down
I lift Your Head- Our Eyes Meet
I Stare Into Those Auburn Eyes,
The Auburn Eyes Know What Comes Next...
And That Is The Long Awaited Good Bye
But With My Hands Shaking,
Anxious Auburn Eyes Awaiting
Every Part Of This Is What I've Been Dreading,
Yet Everything Up To This Moment Is Where We've Been Heading,
I Want To Tell toi These Things,
I Wish To Sing To toi About These Things!
These Things I Feel When toi Are Near,
And Then Right Then- Right There I Realize My Greatest Fear...
That Is If Those Auburn Eyes Leave,
Leave Me Here.
You've got some real demons,
toi know that right?
l’amour and hate,
Black a white.
toi don't know which is which,
Darkness ou light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
toi don't want to understand
toi want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
toi won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
toi know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
toi know that right?
l’amour and hate,
Black a white.
toi don't know which is which,
Darkness ou light
I'm trying to save you,
Believe me, I am.
But something makes me believe
toi don't want to understand
toi want to live in your world,
Created just for you
And hide in the blindness
Without a clue
The world is turning,
Nothing will last.
Promise me that when I'm gone,
toi won't stay locked in the past
You've got some real demons,
toi know that right?
Don't let your demons define you,
You're both darkness and light
For you, hon!!!! Because toi asked me:D
A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.
Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!
I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.
A few plus steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!
Hope toi like it:D
A wild rose,
A white dove,
A peace long promised.
Death doesn't seem
So scary anymore.
I go towards the light!
I'm so close,
I hear it calling me,
I start running,
I'm almost there.
A few plus steps,
And I would, forever, have
Eternal peace...
I came back to the world
It wasn't my time yet!
Hope toi like it:D
one jour toi will sink
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when toi fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though toi did me wrong and even though toi shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though toi a dit toi cared even though toi werent really there and toi made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with toi tearing down the walls of everything and everyone toi ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
and i will hear your crys so loud,they vibrate the house in town,and when toi fall ill hear the sounds of ppl laughing except for meee
because even though toi did me wrong and even though toi shut me down and even changed me and threw me around like your toy and even though toi a dit toi cared even though toi werent really there and toi made me into a monster i never kneww and took away the hope of love...but...
im not you.So i say to you.... change your life because it will not get any better with toi tearing down the walls of everything and everyone toi ever finally get that chance to break them...
pls just stop because the only one whos going to break the most is only you.
shadows in the night
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in l’amour
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a colombe the sign of l’amour
to feel the l’amour
it fits like a gant
l’amour send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me
every one keeps telling me i'll be alright
I tell myself i'll never be the same
as long as i know his name
he made me fall in l’amour
we never have to fight
he makes me fell alright
he is a colombe the sign of l’amour
to feel the l’amour
it fits like a gant
l’amour send from above
shadows in the night
we never fight
people tell me i'll be alright
i no i won't untell he comes back to me
that will set me free
we can be
the showdows in the night
he came back to me
The darkness in my eyes
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white lit sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven ou hell
its Lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating cœur, coeur of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
l’amour like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
fill with tears as children cry
the sound of thunder
rings in my ears
leaving while my earth starts to flood
soaking wet and crying never seems to bother me
flying into darkness as mother yells in her sleep
blood on the white lit sheets on the curtains
never feel complete with sorrow and despair
to the graveyard i run and visit my father
where sunlight never hits
breath in smoke of sisters ciggeret
ashes fall to the floor
as i fall also never open my eyes
never breath again
my hollow soul finds its way nor to heaven ou hell
its Lost for ever and ever
haunting earth brings me the most joy i ever had
dead nor alive i breath in darkness
but never forget me living souls
for i may have left the physical world
i have not yet left the mental world of memory
i never yet again feel the beating cœur, coeur of living
i live like no other
breath like no other
l’amour like no other
but yet i burrow into the light of the world again
do toi truely know who i am
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen par my personality ou par my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do toi really think i eat ou sleep
do toi think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a mois the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me ou kick me
do toi really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood par her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so suivant time toi see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
maybe things i write seem happy, depressing, sad?
but am i any of those things?
am i really seen par my personality ou par my body
the truth is i hate life
my mother is a bossy rude horrible person
my dad is never home
my sister is a lowlife girl thinking she'll fine a job
i only have TWO friends
most people i know have at least ten
Kenzie parks, Brandon Rector
there is no more
do toi really think i eat ou sleep
do toi think i go to school
i haven't slept in like a mois the avoid one nightmare
that never seems to want to leave
i skip school my mom just drops me off then i run
i try to hide from my family
until they find me and hit me ou kick me
do toi really think im happy?
the last time i was happy when a friend died
i stood par her grave smiling
saying "Jess i'll be there soon"
think if suicide worked for her it would work for me
so suivant time toi see me
ask yourself
am i like her?
do i truely know..canal?
Stopping par Woods on a Snowy Evening
par ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and La Reine des Neiges lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harnais bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
par ROBERT FROST
Whose woods these are I think I know.
His house is in the village though;
He will not see me stopping here
To watch his woods fill up with snow.
My little horse must think it queer
To stop without a farmhouse near
Between the woods and La Reine des Neiges lake
The darkest evening of the year.
He gives his harnais bells a shake
To ask if there is some mistake.
The only other sound’s the sweep
Of easy wind and downy flake.
The woods are lovely, dark and deep,
But I have promises to keep,
And miles to go before I sleep,
And miles to go before I sleep.
