I was very confused on what I just did. Why would I leave Louis? Why would I leave my friends? Why did I care so much that Zayn quit? Did I have feelings for Zayn that I didn't realize until now?
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... toi left people who have been there for toi through EVERYTHING. toi can't leave because... well whatever reason toi left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. toi have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving toi when he just wants toi because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants toi because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself s’embrasser him back. Could I have been in l’amour with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I was so Lost in my own mental interrogation that I had walked directly into someone. "Oh I'm so... Zayn!" I exclaimed, feeling mixed emotions as I see him smile lightly. "Hey babe." I get Lost in those beautiful eyes until I remember, Zayn abandoned his friends. I took a step back.
"Zayn, we need to talk." He gestured to a nearby bench and we sat.
"Well... what do we need to talk about?" he asks. "Us." I spit out. "I mean... uh..." Zayn raises an eyebrow. "One Direction. That's what." He let out a sigh. "I quit. So what?" I stare at him. "So what? You're just going to abandon your friends. Leave them completely. With everything you've gone through together?" He looks at the ground, kicking it with his red and white hightops. "You make it seem worse than it is..." I look at him and gently reach over to him.
"Zayn Malik... toi left people who have been there for toi through EVERYTHING. toi can't leave because... well whatever reason toi left for. One Direction isn't One Direction without you. toi have to go back."
"Back to what?!" he exclaimed, standing up. "Back to Louis rubbing it in my face that he has you? Back to him being pudgy whenever I ask to spend time with you? Him being so conceited about me loving toi when he just wants toi because Eleanor broke up with him? I don't want to go back to that!"
He just wants toi because Eleanor broke up with him.
Tears. I fight to keep them in. I can't. "H-he's using me?" I feel Zayn's grip on my shoulders. "Yes. That's why I should have done this a while ago."
Before I could put together what he meant, he kisses me. Swiftly and softly. I felt myself s’embrasser him back. Could I have been in l’amour with him and been with the wrong person? So much inner turmoil. But... I'd think about that later... I was a little busy.
I answered the door to find Niall, Liam, Zayn, and Louis. Liam and Niall linked my arms with theirs and Zayn and Louis covered my eyes. They walked me down the driveway to the curb. I heard a car door open and the boys let go of me. In front of me was a limo and Harry was inside.
"This was all Harry's idea," Louis said.
"Well I think it's cute," Harry and I a dit replied in unison.
Harry smiled at me but he looked embarassed. We all got in the limo and I sat suivant to Harry. We held hands the whole ride until we reached the entrance of the concert venue.
"I'll see toi on the stage," I a dit and gave Harry a quick Kiss on the cheek before getting out of the car.
"This was all Harry's idea," Louis said.
"Well I think it's cute," Harry and I a dit replied in unison.
Harry smiled at me but he looked embarassed. We all got in the limo and I sat suivant to Harry. We held hands the whole ride until we reached the entrance of the concert venue.
"I'll see toi on the stage," I a dit and gave Harry a quick Kiss on the cheek before getting out of the car.
The suivant jour I got a direct message on Twitter from Harry. It said:
Meet me in the park at eleven.
I closed my laptop and opened my closet. I had no idea what to wear.
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I chose my skinny jeans and my striped crop haut, retour au début with my Converse sneakers. It was a bit glacière that day. I got to the park to find Harry sitting on a bench. He had on his classic white Converse, a white tshirt, jeans, and a grey beanie. I sat down suivant to him and he grabbed my hand.
"Lauren, will toi go to our suivant concert with me?" he asked.
"Of course," I answered.
He then gave me a sweet Kiss on the cheek and a dit he would pick me up at seven.
Meet me in the park at eleven.
I closed my laptop and opened my closet. I had no idea what to wear.
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I chose my skinny jeans and my striped crop haut, retour au début with my Converse sneakers. It was a bit glacière that day. I got to the park to find Harry sitting on a bench. He had on his classic white Converse, a white tshirt, jeans, and a grey beanie. I sat down suivant to him and he grabbed my hand.
"Lauren, will toi go to our suivant concert with me?" he asked.
"Of course," I answered.
He then gave me a sweet Kiss on the cheek and a dit he would pick me up at seven.
Two weeks have passesed before I knew it it was already Darcy's birthday. I quietly got up trying to not wake up Darcy of course toi have to be quiet when she is sleeping right suivant to you. So i get up wake up the guys and put up the banners, the ballons. Then her cake i put three candles on the cake. I wake up Darcy and cover her eye's and take her to the kichen. When we enter the kichen i uncover her eyes. when she opens her eye. The boys yell "Happy Birthday Darcy!!". Then I lift her up and put her on the chair. I cut her a piece of cake and giver it to her with a scoop of ice-cream. "So Darcy where do toi want to go for youre birthday" i ask. First she thinks then she says "TOYS-R-US!!!''. So we go to Toys R us i hold Darcys hand tightly. We walk around a little bit "hey guys wach Darcy for me i need to go get something"i say. When I come back i cant belive what i see i stop breathing. Darcy is gone and nowere to be found.