Chap 19
Part 1: All the lies in her life!
Niall’s P.O.V
I was standing there muted as a fish. I couldn’t believe in what I was seeing. Why did this happen to me? Why? Why was my best friend and my girlfriend doing this in front of me? I saw Bella look at me. Then she looked down after. Why was she not Rebelle enough to look at me after she had done all of these things? I saw tears dropping and rolling on her cheek. We all couldn’t say a word. I ran to Zayn, snatch his arms to force him stand up. I punched his as much as possible. But Zayn even didn’t try to dodge my punches. His mouth began to bleed. He said:
“Just coup de poing me. I deserve that, Niall.”
Bella ran to hug my waist, begging:
“Nialler, I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”
I turned back and gave her a black look. I saw her beautiful eyes wheeling up in tears. Her face made my cœur, coeur really hurt.
I a dit motionlessly:
“Bella, oh. We are done. It’s all over.”
Then I walked fast to my room and packed my luggage. How could they hurt me like that? I was just a stupid guy. They all fooled me all the time. I would never forgive them. I loved Bella too much, which made me even hurt more.
* * *
Bella’s P.O.V
I hurriedly put my clothes on. I had never seen Niall look at me like that. This was the first time. When I heard he say that we were done, my cœur, coeur was shattered into million pieces. I couldn’t lose Niall. I couldn’t just let him go like that. I ran out of the room, leaving Zayn sitting alone. I ran to Niall’s room and knocked the door in tears.
“Nialler… Nialler… please open the door for me. Please, I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry.
Niall, please…”
I cried my eyes out and punched the door with all my strength. I screamed:
“Niall! Niall! Please!”
Suddenly he opened the door and rushed downstairs with his suitcase. I ran after Niall and grasped his arms, insisting:
“Please, Niall, please forgive me this time. I didn’t mean to…”
“Bella, I need to go now. I can’t believe I myself have to see the girl I l’amour cheating on me.”
I screamed in tears:
“Niall, Niall. I l’amour you. Please don’t leave me.”
He censured:
“Why do I have to stay while toi have your beloved ex-boyfriend take care of?”
I asked:
“What do toi mean, Niall?”
“Just answer me. Since when did toi know that Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
Oh my fucking god, what was he talking about? I was so confused that I couldn’t understand anything.
I shouted:
“What? What is that? What are toi talking about?”
He yelled:
“I ask: Since when did toi know Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
I felt like the sky was falling down on my life. I shouted at Niall:
“What the fuck? Zayn is my ex-boyfriend. Oh my god. He is ‘Handsome’? He is Zainy? Please tell me it’s not the truth.”
He was surprised:
“What? toi don’t know he is your ex-boyfriend and toi still sleep with him?”
I yelled:
“I didn’t sleep with Zayn. And toi have to explain for me about the fact that toi know everything but toi lie to me all the time.”
He screamed:
“I lie to you? Look at yourself. Why do toi never understand my feelings? I l’amour toi too much that I become that selfish.”
I shouted, crying:
“But toi lie to me! Do toi know how wretched I am to overcome nostalgia of Zainy? Do toi know how much I have cried? toi are too selfish to me. toi only think of you. toi never care about my feelings. toi are such a jerk, Niall. Go away.”
* * *
Part 1: All the lies in her life!
Niall’s P.O.V
I was standing there muted as a fish. I couldn’t believe in what I was seeing. Why did this happen to me? Why? Why was my best friend and my girlfriend doing this in front of me? I saw Bella look at me. Then she looked down after. Why was she not Rebelle enough to look at me after she had done all of these things? I saw tears dropping and rolling on her cheek. We all couldn’t say a word. I ran to Zayn, snatch his arms to force him stand up. I punched his as much as possible. But Zayn even didn’t try to dodge my punches. His mouth began to bleed. He said:
“Just coup de poing me. I deserve that, Niall.”
Bella ran to hug my waist, begging:
“Nialler, I’m sorry. It’s all my fault.”
I turned back and gave her a black look. I saw her beautiful eyes wheeling up in tears. Her face made my cœur, coeur really hurt.
I a dit motionlessly:
“Bella, oh. We are done. It’s all over.”
Then I walked fast to my room and packed my luggage. How could they hurt me like that? I was just a stupid guy. They all fooled me all the time. I would never forgive them. I loved Bella too much, which made me even hurt more.
* * *
Bella’s P.O.V
I hurriedly put my clothes on. I had never seen Niall look at me like that. This was the first time. When I heard he say that we were done, my cœur, coeur was shattered into million pieces. I couldn’t lose Niall. I couldn’t just let him go like that. I ran out of the room, leaving Zayn sitting alone. I ran to Niall’s room and knocked the door in tears.
“Nialler… Nialler… please open the door for me. Please, I’m sorry. I’m so so so sorry.
Niall, please…”
I cried my eyes out and punched the door with all my strength. I screamed:
“Niall! Niall! Please!”
Suddenly he opened the door and rushed downstairs with his suitcase. I ran after Niall and grasped his arms, insisting:
“Please, Niall, please forgive me this time. I didn’t mean to…”
“Bella, I need to go now. I can’t believe I myself have to see the girl I l’amour cheating on me.”
I screamed in tears:
“Niall, Niall. I l’amour you. Please don’t leave me.”
He censured:
“Why do I have to stay while toi have your beloved ex-boyfriend take care of?”
I asked:
“What do toi mean, Niall?”
“Just answer me. Since when did toi know that Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
Oh my fucking god, what was he talking about? I was so confused that I couldn’t understand anything.
I shouted:
“What? What is that? What are toi talking about?”
He yelled:
“I ask: Since when did toi know Zayn was your ex-boyfriend?”
I felt like the sky was falling down on my life. I shouted at Niall:
“What the fuck? Zayn is my ex-boyfriend. Oh my god. He is ‘Handsome’? He is Zainy? Please tell me it’s not the truth.”
He was surprised:
“What? toi don’t know he is your ex-boyfriend and toi still sleep with him?”
I yelled:
“I didn’t sleep with Zayn. And toi have to explain for me about the fact that toi know everything but toi lie to me all the time.”
He screamed:
“I lie to you? Look at yourself. Why do toi never understand my feelings? I l’amour toi too much that I become that selfish.”
I shouted, crying:
“But toi lie to me! Do toi know how wretched I am to overcome nostalgia of Zainy? Do toi know how much I have cried? toi are too selfish to me. toi only think of you. toi never care about my feelings. toi are such a jerk, Niall. Go away.”
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one diretion something about the way toi look tonight
There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When toi found me
I was feeling like a nuage across the sun
I need to tell you
How toi light up every seconde of the day
But in the moonlight
toi just shine like a beacon on the bay
And I can't explain
But it's something about the way toi look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way toi look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way toi look tonight
With a smile
toi pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start
There was a time
I was everything and nothing all in one
When toi found me
I was feeling like a nuage across the sun
I need to tell you
How toi light up every seconde of the day
But in the moonlight
toi just shine like a beacon on the bay
And I can't explain
But it's something about the way toi look tonight
Takes my breath away
It's that feeling I get about you, deep inside
And I can't describe
But it's something about the way toi look tonight
Takes my breath away
The way toi look tonight
With a smile
toi pull the deepest secrets from my heart
In all honesty
I'm speechless and I don't know where to start
one direction my life would suck without toi
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means toi take back
All toi a dit before
Like how much toi wanted
Anyone but me
a dit you'd never come back
But here toi are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling toi goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let toi go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2
Guess this means you're sorry
You're standing at my door
Guess this means toi take back
All toi a dit before
Like how much toi wanted
Anyone but me
a dit you'd never come back
But here toi are again
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you
Maybe I was stupid for telling toi goodbye
Maybe I was wrong for trying' to pick a fight
I know that I've got issues
But you're pretty messed up too
Either way, I found out I'm nothing without you
[CHORUS]
Being with you
Is so dysfunctional
I really shouldn't miss you
But I can’t let toi go
Oh yeah
'Cause we belong together now, yeah
Forever united here somehow, yeah
toi got a piece of me
And honestly,
My life (my life) would suck (would suck) without you. X2