Part 3: Too rude to me.
I had called Bella over 20 times for the last 2 hours. I had been walking in and out the rooms in worry. What happened to my Bella? Then being too worried, I immediatey went to her house. When I knocked the dor, Mr. Lockwood ran to open it for me. He said, panting:
“Oh God, luckily, toi are here, Niall. Come on in”
“I had phoned Bella for 20 minutes but she didn’t answer. What’s up with her?
He a dit desperately:
“I wish I knew. When Bella came accueil this afternoon, she immediately got into her room and didn’t go out from 3 o’clock till now. I used every way to tell her to have dîner but she even didn’t answer me.
“Don’t toi have the key of her room?”- I asked Mr. Lockwood, standing in front of Bella’s room.
“Nope. She has the only key.”
“Shit”- I cursed and knocked the door continuously.-“Bella, it’s me, Niall. Please open the door for me.”
No one answered.
“Bella, please let me in. Bella, please. What is happening with you?”
I didn’t have any answer too. I screamed out loud, almost burst into tears:
“Bella, toi don’t l’amour me ny longer? Why are toi behaving like that? Why?”
But whatever I a dit was no use. She still didn’t say anything. Finally, having no other choice, I decided to break into her room through the window. I climbed to her room with a ladder while her father held its legs. When I reached the window, I was so shocked to see Bella studying without paying her attention to anything else in the world. I carefully opened the window and got into her room but she even didn’t look at me. Bella was doing Maths excercises. I knelt down beside her and hugged her waist, saying:
“Bella, do toi still l’amour me? Do toi still care about? Why didn’t toi answer me?”
She didn’t say anything ou give me a look. She just stopped écriture and looked motionless at the notebook. Bella began to tear up a little and then burst into tears. Her book was all wet and her eyes became to turn reddish. Oh my God, what happened to my beloved Bella? I stood up to hug her, let her head lie on my chest.
She wrapped my waist with her arms, sobbing:
“Nialler, why am I always the stupid, the ugly and the loser? Why? I am not equal to you.”
I kissed her head:
“Bella, toi are the most intelligent girl that I’ve ever known. I’m too lucky to have you. Why do toi think toi are a loser? toi won my heart.”
Bella cried harder:
“No, no, no, Nialler. Don’t console me! Boohoo…boohoo…boohoo…”
I asked her in worry:
“Bella, when everything is considered, what happened to you, love?”
She wetted all my T-shirt with her tears:
“Today I received a bad mark.”
I shouted at her:
“Oh my fucking god, is that what makes toi cry? toi are crazy, Bella. The highest mark I’ve got in my whole life is 60.”
Bella was still crying her eyes out:
“But it’s not the highest mark. In my school life, I’ve always got the highest mark. But this time Mihrap got,…”
“Fuck, who is that bitch?”
She told me in tears:
“She is the newcomer. She is damn hot, sexy and intelligent while I have nothing. I look like a maid and study worse and worse.”
I lifted her chin and looked at her face:
“Bella, toi are the most wonderful girl in my eyes and whatever happens I’ll always stand par you.”
She looked into my eyes:
“Niall, I know but do toi know what is my biggest ambition. I’ve always dreamt that I will study in oxford université one day. But if I continue studying like that, I’ll fail.”
I felt a bit scared:
“What do toi mean, Bella? Are toi blaming for our love?”
She a dit sadly:
“No, no, no, Niall. I don’t mean that. I just want to concentrate on studying in a few weeks. From now till my coming semi-final exam, I can’t meet toi regularly.”
I was so shocked:
“What the fuck are toi talking about? I can’t live without toi even in 1 hour. I can’t accept that.”
“Please, Niall, just 2 weeks. I promise toi after I finish the exams, I will do whatever toi want.”
I had a con:
“Are toi kidding me? toi wanna kill me? Do toi know that it hurt me so much when toi a dit that?”
She insisted me:
“Niall, I know toi l’amour me. I l’amour toi too, with all my heart. But I don’t’ want to be a dit that because of you, I became to fall down. I have to prove with them that I am equal to you.”
I almost cried:
“Okey, Bella. Whatever toi want, I will accept. But toi have to promise me in just 2 weeks and toi will come back.”
She looked at me thankfully:
Bella held my head and kissed all my face:
“I will miss toi a lot, my Nialler.”
We made out as if it was the last time we kissed. Oh my god, I would be dead in 2 weeks without her. Bella, why were toi too crude to me? Why? I kissed her deeply with tears weeling up in my eyes.