Do toi know what it's like to wake up every morning and look into the mirror hoping that you'll see someone else's face other than yours looking back? Do toi know what it feels like to me put down and always in the dark? Do toi know what it's like to feel so alone like no one is there? To be so hopeless that toi have no one to talk to? What it's like to be wanna be someone else? ou how it feels to have no one there to catch toi when toi fall over and over? Do toi know how much it hurts to have the people toi l’amour the most go away and leave toi behind in the dust, alone, scared, crying? Have toi ever fell asleep crying because of how it hurts to even breathe? ou how it feels to have no one believe in you? ou never liking how toi look ou constantly getting bullied on the way toi dress, how toi act, ou who toi are? What if toi knew someone like that? Would toi reach out? ou let them slowly die on the inside? Would toi be there to catch them? ou let them fall again and break even more? Would toi try to understand how they feel? ou look at them like they are a freak? Do toi know what they are going through? Do toi think before toi judge ou speak? How do toi think that they feel? Do toi know what it's like to feel alone and depressed? Do toi know what it's like to be bullied everyday? Just because you're gay, the musique toi like, the way toi talk, dress, act? Just because toi buy clothes from thrift stores and live in a place that's not a house? Just because your parents are divorced? Because toi wear black and harm yourself? Would toi care to even listen to them ou care about what they go through everyday? Maybe toi judge because someone judged you? Would toi even care if that person committed suicide and it was your fault?
so i live in tucson arizona and and i was sooo excited to have my first concert be a nevershoutnever concert down in flagstaff arizona,
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean toi know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the jour of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they a dit i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
par the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another jour after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a mois later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.
so i paid $100 dollars for tickets.
and i was psyched,
i mean toi know (; it was a meet&greet pluss,
it was a small town so not many people were gonna be there !
so i get down to flagstaff,
and the jour of the concert i get an email,
"due to the whether we are canceling the concert."
i was devistated,
they a dit i could get in free and i could have early admission, but my mom would'nt take me again ,
par the time we got back to tucson we'd spent $1000 dollars in total on the whole thing. pluss we were snowed into the hotel for another jour after.
it was a horrible experience.
and like a mois later he came down to tucson and had a concert!
but i wasnt able to cause of the huge dent in my wallet.
it sucks :/ i hope he comes down for a meet&greet soon again.