Lauren and Michael are just sitting in the waiting room at the hospital. Suddenly a nurse walks in the room. "Hello toi two." She says. "Hi" Lauren and Michael reply in a depressed and worried tone. "Is she going to be ok???!!?" Michael suddenly asks. "I'm sorry Michael I don't know yet." "She Lost alot of blood." She a dit softly. "Oh.." He says. "Anyway it would be better if toi two leave for a little while." The nurse said. "Oh um ok." réponses Lauren. Michael didn't say anything. "Michael why don't we go get something to eat?" Asks Lauren. "Um ok." He replies. They walk out of the hospital up to Lauren's car. "Um Michael would it be ok if we leave your car here and go in mine?" Asks Lauren. "Fine." Michael says still sad. They arrive at a restraunt and walk in. They are walked to thier seats and theysit down. Suddenly a fan of Michael's walks up to him. "Hi Mr. Jackson!!" "So nice to meet you!" But toi look down whats wrong?" She says. Michael hinds his face. Lauren then asks the fan to walk over to a corner and talk to her. "I'm sorry.." Someone he really cares about is in the hospital and he's worried sick." Lauren says to her. "Oh I understand I'll leave him alone." She says as she walks off. Lauren returns to Michael and he is still covering his face. "Um Michael?" Lauren asks. "Yeah?" He réponses as he lifts up his head looking at her. "Are toi going to order anything?" Lauren asks. "Um Yeah I guess." He replies. "Ok." Says Lauren. The waiter suddenly walks up to them. "Are toi ready to order?" She asks. "Um Yes." réponses Lauren. "And are toi Sir?" The lady asks. "Yeah." he replies. They both order thier nourriture and start talking while they are waiting for it to arrive. "Michael I'm sure she will be ok." "Just calm down." Lauren says softly. "You don't know Lauren." "No-one knows if she will be ok." "What will I do if she dies??" Michael says in a quiet tone. "Oh Michael just stop thinking about it right now." Lauren says. Michael just looks down again. "Michael just calm down please." Lauren says. Michael just ignores her and continues what he's doing. Finally thier nourriture arrives. Lauren starts eating then after a few minutes she looks up at Michael. "Michael?" Lauren asks. "Huh?" He replies. "So you're not going to eat?" Lauren asks. "I don't know." Says Michael. Michael didn't eat any of his nourriture all night. Finally Lauren is finished and they head to the car. Lauren was actually very upset as well. But she was trying her best to hide it. But she will have to let it out eventually. They make it to the car and climb in. Lauren starts up the car and starts to drive. Michael is just sitting there in silence not saying anything. Lauren was kind of scared to say anything so she stayed quiet as well. They arrive at the hospital and Michael gets in his car and drives off. Michael was on his way accueil but Lauren was on hery to the park. Lauren finally makes it there and gets out of the car. She goes and sits on a nearby bench. Meanwhile Michael has just arrived at his home. He starts to cry his eyes out. When he was at the restraunt he was trying his best to hold it in. Now that he was at accueil and no-one was there to bother him he just let it all out. He cried for hours and couldn't get to sleep. He just had to see if I was ok. So he decides to head back to the hospital. He sits in the waiting room and waits for a nurse to arrive. "Excuse me is there any news about a patient named Mccala Mccool?" Michael asks. "Um sir we don't know if she is going to be alright yet." "I suggest toi go accueil and we'll call toi if we have any news." She replied. "Ok Thank you." Says Michael. Michael then goes outside and gets in his car. He decides to go to the park like he did before. It was such a peaceful place and such a great place to think. He drives off and finally arrives at the park. He gets out of his car and walks up. He sees a bench on a hill. There was someone there so he decides to go see who it was. To his surprize it was Lauren! She was crying her eyes out. And Michael's eyes were still swolen. She didn't even notice Michael standing there. "Lauren?" He asks quietly. Lauren jumps because he surprized her. "Oh Hi Michael!" She says surprized and still in tears. "Are toi ok?" Michael asks as he starts to cry a little again. "No" "are you?" She says. "No." réponses Michael as he sits down suivant to her. "Lauren I thought toi weren't upset." Michael says. "Yes I am Michael." "And I was...I'm just good at hiding it." "But I knew I'd have to let it out eventually." She says. "Oh I know what toi mean." Says Michael. They sit there in silence then Lauren speaks. "You Know Michael." "All this reminds me of my childhood." "My mom always got hurt par my step dad." "All this just brings back bad memories." She says as she starts to cry more. Michael also starts to cry again. After a little while they were done talking about thier childhoods and decides to head home. They both got in thier cars and headed home. Niether one of them could sleep well. Especially Michael....To Be Continued.
The mega-lawyer who successfully defended Michael Jackson in his molestation case is coming out swinging at Dr. Murray's defense team -- blaming MJ's death squarely on Murray because the singer was "not suicidal."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest commentaire -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
Thomas Mesereau went on MSNBC today -- and stated, "The defense lawyers have to do something and what they're gonna try and do is reflect attention away from their client and onto Michael Jackson."
He adds, "The reality is Michael Jackson was not suicidal, he was not self-destructive in the way they're trying to say, and hopefully their defense will not succeed."
For the record, Mesereau's "suicidal" statement is not accurate -- because according to our sources, the defense will argue that Michael MAY have accidentally killed himself after trying to self-administer Propofol ... but he was not suicidal.
Perhaps Mesereau's strongest commentaire -- "I'm sorry that the defense is going to have to bash Michael Jackson to try and divert attention from their guilty client."
I feel so lovely that Michael inspires me even in the most specific ways.
I l’amour toi plus than anything.
toi are my cœur, coeur and soul.
To see toi when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can l’amour plus than you.
toi know it's true.
Why did toi have to go?
I want all my l’amour for toi to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
toi are my life.
When toi died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I l’amour toi so much Michael...
My cœur, coeur isn't broken...
I have no cœur, coeur at all without you.
When toi died toi took my cœur, coeur with you.
I l’amour toi the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
toi are the one I love. <3
toi are my cœur, coeur and soul.
To see toi when I die is my goal.
There is no-one I can l’amour plus than you.
toi know it's true.
Why did toi have to go?
I want all my l’amour for toi to show.
I need you.
This world is a better place thanks to you.
toi are my life.
When toi died I thought about cutting myself with a knife.
I l’amour toi so much Michael...
My cœur, coeur isn't broken...
I have no cœur, coeur at all without you.
When toi died toi took my cœur, coeur with you.
I l’amour toi the most and nothing will ever change that I promise.
toi are the one I love. <3
there are alot of things ,That I adore In MJ
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want toi To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us par spreading out the l’amour ,peace and help,MJ I l’amour You
very Much MY sweet Angel you're always inside and
my cœur, coeur god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
but The best is He didn't wait for others to help the sick and dying people, he did it first and was
doing until his death, he visited espcially the sick children ,gave them toys,played them,Just i want toi To Fancy how they were happy and me too
cause he wanted to change the world and he did it
although he was very busy with songs and tours,but
he went to them ,he did care about Them and us par spreading out the l’amour ,peace and help,MJ I l’amour You
very Much MY sweet Angel you're always inside and
my cœur, coeur god bless you,Rip!!!!!!
Can I ask toi why
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask toi why
when My cœur, coeur is lonely
my l’amour for toi becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask toi why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask toi why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then toi turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I toi why
every hurt I feel
toi come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have l’amour for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that l’amour is enough for me
when I look at you
I hear birds sing
and see alot of angle In sky?
can I ask toi why
when My cœur, coeur is lonely
my l’amour for toi becomes the only
, let it beat with dreams are so lovely
and I see Moon and sun walking togther
through the sky
can I ask toi why
when I hear your voice
the stars become so near
, I am not fear
no tears to cry
And My soul wants to fly
to touch to the sky?
can I ask toi why
I feel your hand in my hand
when I have to fight
throught the dark night
then toi turned the dark to moonlight?
can ask I toi why
every hurt I feel
toi come to heal?
I'll reply for
cause I have l’amour for you
I never felt it before
but now I feel it more
cause It likes the rainbow
through the rainy day
,a magcial dream
through nightmare
and that l’amour is enough for me
Caroline went at his mum's house to see if he was there.. She knocked.. His mum opened.
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar suivant door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
Caroline:"Hello Mr.s Balzan.. is your son here?"
Mr.Balzan:"Hello Caroline.. Bernard went at the bar suivant door.. he's probabbly there.."
Caroline said:"Thank u Mr's Balzan"
Caroline froze.. what was he doing at the bar.. why did he lie to her? Was there something to know?
She went at the bar.. then she had a deep shock.. Bernard was with another girl.. they held eachother's hands.. Caroline was just desperate.. she ran away crying.. not knowing what to do.. She ran away crying... Then she stood on a pave ment thinking.. "what had just happened to me?" she said.. She was still sobbing..
TMZ has learned tons of Michael Jackson fans are descending upon MJ's tomb on the 1-year anniversary of his death -- even though they've been banned from the mausoleum.
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the fan group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big jour .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide par their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"
As we previously reported, Forest Lawn Cemetery -- where Jackson is entombed -- claims they've adopted a new policy in which security is instructed to remove anyone hanging out in front of the King of Pop's mausoleum.
But a rep for Justice4MJ -- the fan group organizing the mass pilgrimage -- tells TMZ they are "absolutely" still going to visit the singer's burial place on the big jour .. June 25th.
A rep for Forest Lawn tells us they have not yet figured out how they plan to handle the MJ anniversary ... but they will work with the Jackson family and abide par their wishes.
As for the MJ fans, one member of the group tells us, "Nothing will stop us from being with MJ on the 25th!"