Have toi ever wondered what MJ did that day?

I havent watched TII in a long time, cuz the last time I did I cried during the whole thing. It always makes me sad to watch it, but for some reason this time all I could think about was what MJ could have possibly done the morning before he passed. toi know, like who did he talk to, what did he say to Conrad Murray and what did Murray say back to him, what were his plans for that day, what were his thoughts...
From watching TII, Mike was so exciting and energetic toi would think & hope that nothing bad could ou would happen to end it all. When the movie ends Im just lost, sometimes I dont know what to think. While watching it Im aware that itll end but Im still in a world somewhere else.... I know everyone has to pass away someday, but just the thought of living your last hours ou minutes, I cant imagine it. Especially when toi dont know when your time will come, what can toi do? I wonder what was MJ thinking while Murray was there supposed to be his doctor, was it supposed to be just another day? Wasnt Mike supposed to wake up and continue living his life.... Murray was trusted to take care of Mike but he didnt.....
So like have toi ever wondered what was the last thing he a dit to the 'doctor', his children ou the nanny, his mom ou anyone like that? ou the last thing he did at all.... Just something I wanted to share, its hard to think about sometimes
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