well, at first i was shocked and numb. i refused to believe it and woke up every morning hoping it was just a bad dream. i didn't think it was possible. but then i realised i HAD to believe it. just like every other person wo loves him has to. i realised that wishing for what isn't going to happen is silly and i didn't think MJ would want that. so, i tried looking at it from a different perspective. i came out of hiding and i made a little memorial for him on the bureau in my room. i am still very shattered and i'm not 100 percent sure exactly how to carry on. that was when...
well, i know most people wont believe me on this, but i promise toi it is true. i have to tell toi all about this dream. whether toi choose to believe it ou not i suppose is up to toi but here goes: that was when i had a dream where mj came to me. it was the craziest thing ever. in the dream he told me not to worry that he was in this place where he was sûr, sans danger and happy. he did tell me the name of it but i dont rememeber. i remember that suivant to him was this shining figure. i asked what it was and he a dit thats the Angel who brought him here. i think i asked something like how did he know where i lived and he a dit that he was going to all the fans who are worried and letting them know he's ok now. but i dont think he called them fans i think he called them 'friends.' he then a dit he had to go becasue there were so many people he had to see. the last thing i a dit to him was something like will i ever see toi again and he just a dit these words i remember so clearly. he just went "dont worry. i'm always here. just look around you." and then he just disappeared and i remember crying and asking him where he was. then i looked down and noticed there was a little bit of glitter on the floor where he'd been standing. then i woke up because of my alarm clock. thats the only part of the dream i remember so vividly. the whole thing was so weird. the weirdest dream i ever had, but i felt so much better afterwards. i know most of toi wont believe me but it happened not last night but the one before.
I rememeber when I found out that he had died, I was sick at accueil that jour so I didn't go to school. and I'm glad I was sick, cause I wouldn't have to stop myself from crying in class. I felt like the world had stopped when I saw the news that morning, I just sat there...zoned out from the rest of the world, just hoping that It wasn't true. But of course it was, and I didn't really understand completely until the suivant day. he was gone, and I needed to let out my deep sadness. I remember crying for hours straight, still completely unsure of what had happened. I still sometimes cry just wishing that the world could see his beautiful smile again, and I cry because of how some people still side with the tabloids and what they made his life out to be. I hoped that people would montrer some plus respect, and it makes me sad knowing that anyone couldn't like such a kind and beautiful hearted person. I am trying to stay strong knowing that it is impossible for any person so loving not to go to heaven yet it still kills me seeing all these vidéos of him, and his children. I miss him so much but I am also happy knowing that he is in a lovely place without having to worry about being labelled. He would have wanted me to live a happy life, yet it so so hard, when all toi want to do is cry... I l’amour seeing his smile, hearing his laugh and listening to his innocent sweet voice, just wish it never ended.
hello Friends while im writting this ive got michaels musique on the background and u no what yer im still upset but i always say whenever u hear his musique then hes not gone he might be gone in the flesh but his memory lives on so dose his musique so hes not really gone because hes always in our hearts so plz dont crry just listning to his musique and he will be here with us all l’amour lindsay
Well I still miss him...You know when i was sad he was there for me...When I was angry he was suivant to me...with his songs!!!He was always here,when i needed him!!!!!So its hard to beleive that he's gone!!!I still cry for Him.,..
Michael still l’amour and still miss you!!! Forever yours...
Michael Give Me a Løt.! I Miss Michael Fröm Böttöm Öf My cœur, coeur But Löök I Have His Awesöme Söng, vidéos & Löts Öf Beautiful Memories When I 1st Sing & Dance Ön His Söng.! When i 1st Try To Do *Moonwalk* I never Cry för him Bcöz i feel he is always with me Michael Is Angel & Everybody Know Michael Will be The King Öf Förever.! <3
Actually i dont feel sad at all. well on somedays i am, sometimes i find it hard to believe he's gone, other days i miss him. But i try to be happy cuz i know he's in a better place and he's watching over me and all of his fans.......
Somedays toi feel as if toi want to cry, other days toi feel as if the world has no meaning, toi feel that now that he's gone toi have nothing to live for, sometimes toi want to close your eyes and hope it is all a dream. But its not a dream it is real, And toi can do nothing but grieve, But there's no need for tears, no plus grief, he is now in a place where he is sûr, sans danger where he is loved and were he will live in our hearts forever........... Rest In Peace Micheal we l’amour u!!!!
I'm all of the above right now because i,m sad because he's gone,happy because he's in a better place,confused because we'll never know the auctall reason about how he died,and i miss him plus and plus each day. so right now for me my feelings about him are all mixed up.
until now... it's a mix emotions...i do feel sad because knowing the fact mj is gone, happy coz i know mj is happy in heaven right now, missing him badly coz i know he's not here with us on earth, confusd because all this speculations coming out that he's still alive and his death ia a hoax.. even i want to believe it i know mj wouldn't do that.. he knows many of us will get hurt including his children and his family...acceptance will set us free accept that mj is in peace right now with our father in heaven.