2 years ?

yes i feel the same
we had waited for him two years but he had not come
i wish he is now in better place.and i want to say that -

I MISS toi in every beats of heart,
In every blink of my eyes,
In every seconde of Time and...
In every moment of the jour !

and



In my life I learned how
to l’amour to smile,
to Be happy, to Be strong,

to work hard, to be honest,
to Be faithful, to forgive.
But I could not learn how to forget yoU...

please michael come back because we l’amour u

The shock has dissipated (somewhat), but the disbelief comes and goes. I miss him so much. I imagine I will feel the same in 20 years.

Ikr? The days go on so fast.

Ever since that horrible jour I feel as if my mind is gone. Almost like I haven't really paid attention to ALL other things going on in the world at all. I here about different events taking place but it's almost like I don't even care because my mind just keeps going back to Michael. Everyone who knows me knows this is true. Almost like I've checked out of life, constantly thinking about everything to do with Michael. I keep thinking maybe after the trial I might get better but I doubt it.

I can't stand it.I have cried so much over Michael and the depression is always there just waiting to spill out no matter where I am.I can't control it.I could be at work.the shops ou anywhere and I'll start crying.I have anxiety attacks at the thought of him never being alive again.I want to curl up in a small ball and everyone leave me alone.

It feels like..he's been gone for less than 2 years..yeah.. :(

I feel the same way too :(
Still can't believe there are already 2 years.. it seems like yesterday.
I miss him so much, I miss him always but in this period the pain is growing jour par jour :((
I know that he's there watching us, I know that he would want us to be happy.. but it's too hard without him :(

it seems like yesterday he left :'(

yeah. i feel the same way. i thought he would be soon come back, but it come almost 2 years. i miss him so much but when i try to explain to other people they just didnt understand how i was feeling about it. they think i just made it up,bcos im michael jackson's fan, not just fan but his maniac. i'd do anything just for michael jackson. what a longer year...:'(. i keep wonder what'll happen on suivant saturday. oh my god

We're all confused with one thing ou another. Its only normal that way. I find myself wondering "2 years? Already? Thats wrong! . . .Isnt it? . . .". That goes through my head everyday at every moment. I'm ashamed every minute but this mois I am particually ashamed of my foolish actions in the past. I can put the dates in my head. But if I hadnt been so harrassed I wouldnt be so mentally strong and would probably have the dates blocked out. Just remember we are your family and we will happily talk to toi any jour toi need help. I know I'll always be here for toi and others and I'll always be so incredibly honored to help toi all. I would risk my life for any one of toi and I would give my last drop of blood to protect toi all. I'll be here till my last breath, remember that. If it pains you, dont think about it. I dont like to know toi are in pain.

all i wanna say is when that jour comes i dont wanna toi to spend your time crying, i mean yea everyone will probaly get emotional at one point but juss try to think of the good things he did instead of mourning the whole time.

yea i think 2 years has gone par so fast....im guessing his children probaly got used to living without their father but i still feel bad