Do toi sometimes wonder why Michael didnt like himself??

I often think about this too but not so much about liking himself ...more of did he really realise how much he was admired, loved, idolised and so on because he always mentions in his songs and in interviews how lonely he was and how he can count his closest Friends on one hand.:(

toi are right MJ was all those things toi mention..beautiful, hot, sexy, I don't think he didn't like himself I say he was plus self conscious of the fact that he had viltiligo and lupus so he always had to keep up changing as the diseases were getting worse so that it wouldn't look obvious.

He could have been scared too from the constant teasing he got from his brothers and his Dad when he was a kid...its hard to say...but all I can say is Michael toi are the best and always will be!!!!!<3

well thinking about it,i don't think Michael was confortable with him self after he broke out in acne. It made him depressed,he didnt want anyone to see..he felt down about it.

He is gorgeous,sexy,hot,beautiful...in evey single way like toi said,he just ddint realise it,ever.He did say once that performing was the only way to take his mind of his looks,but i think and i think we all do that he was just perfection...just like brook shields a dit at the memorial.He was an extordinary person.

It was also because his father,Joe teased him about his features like his nose...i don't see why though,i concider Joe as being a jeleaous pig.

I wish lots of people could have been there for him in the most hard times of his life. Hes the only celeb/singer that i feel sorry for,Michael did nothing wrong and he was abused par the media,treated like crap par the police...He was different he wasnt just some singer, he was The Michael jackson. He was strong,but not strong enough to cope alone. As soon as he dies,thousands upon thousands of people want to speak out about his life and how great he was...but where were they before..there not Friends of his. Thats why he adored his fans :)
Forver ,brook:)<3

yes...i have also thought about it alot, i mean, like toi said, he was gorgeous from start to finish, i didnt understand how his own father could call his own son ugly. But even with that, there were probably millions of fans, escpically girls, who thought he was handsome, and even when he had those surguries and people started to think he looked bad, there was plus of a majority who thought he still looked good, and as for his personality, it was just perfect, but i just didnt understand why he didnt feel the same way about himself as his fans did...because he was just beautiful in any way possible, seriously just look at him :)

Honestly i think he didnt l’amour himself because he was tormented par the memories of his father making fun of him as a child saying he had a big nose and what not. I think his father was jeleous of how he looked(because honestly i think he father didnt look very attractive) And i guess it got to him and michael was just tired of it so i guess he did the surgries to please his father and i guess he never really saw himself. I wish i could have been there for him.:( I miss u michael :(

Your biggest fan,
Alicia

Michael was and will always be the most beautiful, sexy, sweet man in this world, he's perfection.

I think that his father has his fault in this.. telling Michael in his childhood that he's ugly, he doesn't seemed like his child.. I think is very hard for a child to take this.
par the other side... as he a dit to Oprah: "I'm never pleased with anything, I'm a perfectionist, it's a part of who I am..."

I agree with toi in how he was never really happy with himself but that was because he was a perfectionest so clearly what he saw in the mirror wasn't what he wanted to see. But toi have to think about it because i know that when i look in the mirror, im not usually happy with myself so if i was famous and had extra money, i too would want to change my face.