I've got a new disease in me,
I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
I take it hard, it's hard to take,
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake.
One plus confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
That do I'll wreck this if I have to
toi get separated, somebody's gone,
And I don't know how this is wrong,
I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
toi were a friend of mine.
I'd be so good to you,
Because they don't know toi like I do
There's a difference from me to them,
And the road accueil is paved in étoile, star fuckers requiem,
I can never go, go back accueil again,
Acadia is gone
All my indecision, all of my excess,
Don't toi ever tell me I'm not loving toi best,
I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
Slow down, it's better in the worst way,
It's getting better in the worst way
So here's another day, I'll spend away from you,
Another night I'm on another broken avenue,
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push until my luck is over
I wonder what you're doing,
I wonder if toi doubt it.
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
All the work to impress, charming girls out
(I thought toi wanted me)
Of their dresses and smiling pretty and pretty
(I thought toi wanted me)
I'm right beside you,
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
I'll make this perfect again.
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
If I burn out and slip away,
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
you're beautiful, toi are
I've been here so very long and I could slip into you,
It's so easy to come back into you,
I'll hide it, could I hide in toi awhile.
I'm not sick of toi yet, is that as good as it gets.
I never took toi for a trip but sometimes
I don't know what toi want, I could take it
If toi need to take this out on someone.
If this is just a part I portray,
I don't know how it got this way
I've got a friend that's losing sleep,
I take it hard, it's hard to take,
I'm wide awake, I'm wide awake.
One plus confession, discretion's not what I need to sell,
I never needed a reason for keeping secrets from myself
And now that's just how I tell I'm wide awake
I'll wreck this if I have to tell me what good would
That do I'll wreck this if I have to
toi get separated, somebody's gone,
And I don't know how this is wrong,
I'm so frustrated, falling behind,
toi were a friend of mine.
I'd be so good to you,
Because they don't know toi like I do
There's a difference from me to them,
And the road accueil is paved in étoile, star fuckers requiem,
I can never go, go back accueil again,
Acadia is gone
All my indecision, all of my excess,
Don't toi ever tell me I'm not loving toi best,
I just need a minute, I just need a breath,
It gets very hard to drink to my continued success
Slow down, it's better in the worst way,
It's getting better in the worst way
So here's another day, I'll spend away from you,
Another night I'm on another broken avenue,
Trading in who I've been for shiny celebrity skin
I like to push until my luck is over
I wonder what you're doing,
I wonder if toi doubt it.
I wonder how we used to ever go so long without it.
All the work to impress, charming girls out
(I thought toi wanted me)
Of their dresses and smiling pretty and pretty
(I thought toi wanted me)
I'm right beside you,
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
I'll make this perfect again.
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
If I burn out and slip away,
(what toi want what toi need)
(I thought toi wanted me)
you're beautiful, toi are
I've been here so very long and I could slip into you,
It's so easy to come back into you,
I'll hide it, could I hide in toi awhile.
I'm not sick of toi yet, is that as good as it gets.
I never took toi for a trip but sometimes
I don't know what toi want, I could take it
If toi need to take this out on someone.
If this is just a part I portray,
I don't know how it got this way
This is the dying, toi are the disease,
And I smile like Ritalin, the razor and me.
This is the falling, toi are the underground,
This is the deep end, toi are the drowning.
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay.
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
This is the final, toi are the failing.
This is the retro, toi are the out of style.
This is the grinding, toi are the decay.
This is the funeral, toi are the casket.
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay,
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
Then heroin.
This is the once was, toi are the has-been.
toi keep saying I'm in over my head.
I'm in over my head.
I'm in over,
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, but it's not okay.
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
And heroin.
And I smile like Ritalin, the razor and me.
This is the falling, toi are the underground,
This is the deep end, toi are the drowning.
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay.
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
This is the final, toi are the failing.
This is the retro, toi are the out of style.
This is the grinding, toi are the decay.
This is the funeral, toi are the casket.
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, you'll be okay,
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
Then heroin.
This is the once was, toi are the has-been.
toi keep saying I'm in over my head.
I'm in over my head.
I'm in over,
One plus hit and you'll get better,
Tin foil, cigarettes, but it's not okay.
This is not an After School special,
This is primetime, reload, and heroin.
And heroin.
Everyone's around, no words are coming out.
And I can't find my breathe, can we just say the rest with no sound.
And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up.
And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when toi need it.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
I would.
Thought I saw a sign, somewhere between the lines.
Maybe it's me, maybe I only see, what I want.
But I still have your letter, just got caught between
Someone I just invented, and who I really am and who I've become.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
Woahh
toi bring me higher.
Yeah.
I would.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
I'd be good to you,
I'd be good to you,
I'd be so good to you...
And I can't find my breathe, can we just say the rest with no sound.
And I know this isn't enough, I still don't measure up.
And I'm not prepared, sorry is never there when toi need it.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
I would.
Thought I saw a sign, somewhere between the lines.
Maybe it's me, maybe I only see, what I want.
But I still have your letter, just got caught between
Someone I just invented, and who I really am and who I've become.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
Woahh
toi bring me higher.
Yeah.
I would.
And I do want toi know I hold toi up above everyone.
And I do want toi know I think you'd be good to me
And I'd be so good to you.
I'd be good to you,
I'd be good to you,
I'd be so good to you...