cœur, coeur broken? yet?

i've been with ninjakiwi for a while now. and we chatt too. but we havent really meet yet, i think i've seen her when we made a rendez-vous amoureux, date to Starbucks but we didnt talk ou any thing because i didnt know if it was her ou not. now i have to wait a couple of months till she comes back its hard to wait. so what sould i do?? i really like her. i mean a lot! and she means a lot to me now.