Everywhere is still
Everything is restless in my heart
I hate the way this feels
And suddenly I'm scared to be apart
The days are dark when you're not around
The air is getting hard to breathe
I wish that toi would just put me down
I wish that I could go to sleep

Loving toi is suicide
I don't know, should I go ou should I stay?
I'm trying to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But I heard toi say toi loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you'd come save me
'Cause I'm standing over the edge

I should let toi go
Tell myself the things I need to hear
My brain is wired wrong
It's why I'm loving toi when you're not here
Feels like I drown in you're every word
And every breath that's in between
Somehow toi got me where it really hurts
It's killing every part of me

Loving toi is suicide
I don't know, should I go ou should I stay?
I'm trying to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
But I heard toi say toi loved me
That's the part I can't forget
And I wish that you'd come save me, boy
'Cause I'm standing over the edge

Loving toi is suicide
And my world's about to break
And I had as much as I can take
And l’amour is a long way down

Loving toi is suicide
And it's getting harder every day
I'm trying to keep myself alive
Knowing there's a chance it's all too late
And I'm way past every moment
But I'm still determined to fight
And I know it's taken all my strength
To keep emotion alive

Loving toi is suicide