Nicholas Brendon

You're the kinda headache there are no painkillers for
And of all people I wish you'd be the one slamming my door
I'd run away but my hands are tied
So won't toi come and save me tonight

C'mon, l’amour me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't leave me ou wake me
Or say I'd put myself together
Hold me, embrace me
'Cause this could be over anytime
C'mon and save me tonight


You're the kinda cœur, coeur that's taking over my mind
And now all I do is think about toi all the time
I'd run away and leave this all behind
So won't toi come and save me tonight


C'mon, l’amour me and need me
Like this will last forever
Don't...

I'm staring at the paper
Not knowing what to write
This usually goes so naturally
When you're not on my mind
But telling toi how I feel
Is so hard to put in words
'Cause as far as you're concerned
I'm just the millionth fan girl

But when everything goes wrong
And I'm at the darkest point of my life
There's only thing crossing my mind

I don't wanna fall into pieces
I don't wanna lose control
I don't wanna cry my cœur, coeur out
When I tend to be so strong
This feeling of toi and I forever
It makes me emotional
It couldn't get much better
Then toi knocking at my door

I'm wandering through the streets
Not knowing where...

I don’t know what’s playing in your mind
I can only base your story on what toi write
If this is really toi and this is not some kind of mask
Than I have a question for you, if it’s not too much to ask

How does it feel
To be left all alone
To have no one to lean on
To be unwanted
Bet toi don’t wanna see
The damage toi have caused
The Friends toi have lost
‘Cause toi took them for granted
Now your dreams are haunted
‘Cause you’re so unwanted

You don’t know what has been going on
You don’t realize all the things toi a dit were wrong
If this is who toi are and you’re not hiding your inner truth...

So, toi tell me
That I’m the most beautiful girl you’ve ever met
And now you’re going on
On how toi can’t get me out of your head
Has no one filled toi in
That I don’t do things I might regret
So toi can pack up your little act
‘Cause I’m not falling for that

‘Cause I’m out of your league
You’re not even close to good enough for me
When I open my cœur, coeur
It’s gotta be right from the start
I know you’re wildest fantasies
But they don’t match with reality
So toi can beg on your knees
You can’t get me

Now toi tell me
That I should be thankful to have toi around
And that instead of being...

I’m not bitter
I’m just being picky
I’m not cold
I’m just being lonely
I’m not lost
I’m just undiscovered
Living in my shell of safety
Building walls up once again

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give toi my cœur, coeur it might break
But I know
That when I’d give toi my l’amour
I gotta give toi all I have
Leave nothing out

I’m not broken
I’m just being scarred
I’m not hateful
I’m just playing it hard
You can reach me
If toi try hard enough
But if you’d rather not stay, just walk away
And don’t waste both of our time

‘Cause I am afraid
That when I’d give toi my cœur, coeur it might break
But...

Got no reason to cry
I’m okay
Got no reason to hide
I’m okay
Got no reason to run from life
Or to fake a smile
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Got no place to run to
But I’m okay
Got no heaven to go through
Still I’m okay
Got no idea what to do
Or how to live without you
But everything’s perfect this way
I’m okay

Bury me while I’m still breathing
Haunt me while I’m still sleeping
Torture me while I’m still feeling
Everything’s perfect...

Ain't it sad
How I'm pushing people away
Refuse to let them in
All because of you
Ain't it sad
How I'm trying to déplacer on
But you're controlling my heart
Ever since I fell in l’amour with you

And even though I can only think about nothing but you
I still need to wake up and face the truth

'Cause toi are
Everything I'll never have
I wish I could go back
To where I Lost my head
So I could erase that moment
I'm everything you'll never know
If this is how the story's supposed to go
Then I'd take a piece of paper and my favourite pen
And I'd write it all over again

I won't cry
This pain's too deep
to be lightened with...

Daddy thinks I’m afraid
I’m afraid of never finding a l’amour that fits me
Well, he’s right in a way
Because everyday I fear plus that we will never be

I’m zoning out on toi and I can’t breathe
You’re haunting my thoughts so I can’t sleep
And even though I know we could never be
I don’t wanna lose this fantasy

Can I just close my eyes
And imagine toi are suivant to me
Can I just pretend my life
to be so much plus than it seems
Can I just ignore the pain
Can I please traverser, croix your way
It’s so hard to keep it inside
I just wanna l’amour you, can I

Mommy mocks the fact I once
I once loved toi but doesn’t...

Boy, I hate you
Why toi have to be the way that toi are
If only toi were different
It would make it much easier for me to déplacer on

I thought toi finally belonged to the past
But who am I kidding, you’re a l’amour that seems to last

My cœur, coeur breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true
It’s getting plus obvious everyday
I’m in l’amour with you, again

It’s getting harder
To déplacer on without toi every day
But toi don’t even know me
I should just get a life and go my own way

My cœur, coeur breaks whenever I think of you
And my soul dies ‘cause I know it will never be true...

Here I stand
My cœur, coeur beating out of my chest
Here I stand
Trying to leave it all to rest

I'm taking small steps forward
Big steps backwards
'Cause this is the last where I wanna be
I'm swallowing my fear
And I'm gathering my courage
'Cause you're the last person I wanna see

But if I wanna get over this I need to get through this
There can't be no healing without pain
And I can't conceal it
And I won't believe it
That all of it would've been in vain

You promised I'd never be
Anything I saw in me
You didn't I'd make it to the big leagues
You never thought I'd stand a chance
But yet here I am
At some place toi will...