#Teenager Post

She sits with her head bowed down
Some people gather to see if she's fine
But in reality, she feels hopeless with her world crashing around her as she silently cries
Nothing can change what she did in the past
'Cause those times are just memories, of love, tears and laughs
Memories that she has to forcefully leave
If toi see a girl in the corner, would toi help her?
Even if toi hated her, would toi still do it?

No, of course toi wouldn't
You would just watch her fall to the ground, drown in her own shedded tears
Yes, of course, that's what toi would do
Watch her die in her own grave, leave scratch marks...

On the outside, club WISH was any other club. Drunk teens, crazy loud music, lights. But to Sasha, WISH stood out of them all...

Sasha pushed past the heavy metal doors and stared with wide eyes at the swirl of teens above her head. Sasha, don't start flipping out, your okay, just here to get Izzy and be out, She reminded herself and tried to push her way to the stage. being only 13 and a god foot shorter then most the teens around her she shoved past them with way plus effort then needed. Already she was anorexic and simple things like this were hard, all she anted to do was go curl up in...

~Short of talking and chant and I picture someone chant this with a British Accent~

I say to myself...Self. Why are toi awake again? It's one a.m. And I'm standing here in front of the refrigerator such a pretty sight. Florescent light's. Stary nights. Maybe I'll dream some plus but most likely they would come true. So I'll watch some T'V because it makes me happy to see people plus messed up then me...

~Chorus~

So self close your sleepy eyes,
And put away the medication.
And the insanity
And lets just have a Good Day!
Today!

Toda-a-a-a-y
Toda-a-a-y~

~Singing~

As the yellow moon rises up in the sky...

The beautiful girl I have known since I was two,
made a speech and now there's nothing I can do.
Drove away par a simple word,
flew away like a stream-lined bird.
A tear blown away with every gush of wind,
the script was wrote and then it was binned.
Ever word counted as horror,
sitting under a arbre clenching onto my sorrow.
Every type of contact opened up a mystery door,
now it is a shame because it won't happen anymore.
I wish for toi if I wasn't cruel,
I'd hope you'de wish for me to.
There is no question relevent to why toi left me,
there is only the answer which is obvious toi see.
I covered...

This is a goodbye-and-thank-you-for-everything song that I made par myself :). I decided to put it here in D.D (Dream Diary) so I hope toi guys like it :).
Comments are welcomed! :)

~Verse 1~:
I used to be his girl
I used to montrer him what’s right and what’s wrong
It felt so right ‘cause I thought being with him was gonna last for the rest of our lives
But now, recalling his menacing words that he used against me like he was going to hurl
Here’s what I’m gonna write in my goodbye song …

~Chorus~:
Even though you’re far away
I want toi to know that I’m gonna be okay
I want toi to look after...

Take all your seacond chances,
And turn away one last time,
Don't even say your goodbyes,
I just need some answers,
A beautiful release,
And it's hard to think of what didn't last,

How used to... Drag me headfirst,
Into your love-skickining gaze,
And Kiss my lips, so sweet,
I need a distraction,

To keep me away,
Don't even look one last time,
Don't blow me your kisses,
Cause making me believe,
You where everything I wanted...

The storm keeps on twisting,
Keeps on building the lies,
That toi make up for all that toi lack,
There's always some reason, to feel not good enough,
Memory seeps from my veins......