Beautiful Drawings

I will always be with for every moment of every day
I will call toi when I know your not okay
I will be there before the blood starts pouring
I will be there even when toi are ignoring
I will be there when toi parents do not care
I will be there even when your unaware
I will be there when a blade is pulled out
I will be there even if its me toi can go without
I will be there for every tear drop shed
I will be there for every red blood drop bled
I will be there for every time that your depressed
I will be there for every time without rest
I will be there for every bloody nightmare
I will be there when you...

-The song!! Full one of a few lyrics!!-

~.:Breaking Inside:.~

[chorus-]
I know you’re breaking inside,
there's so many people who just don't get you,
but if they only knew what was really going on inside,
they would think better!

Oh, Oh,
I feel so alone,
like if they left me out in the cold..
they a dit they cared,
but they never dared to come near me,
and so,
with every little step I take,
I can feel my cœur, coeur break.

Outside from my heart,
my body is pumping,
trying to survive,
while throwing these movements.
I tag along,
dragging myself,
not knowing how the hell I got myself in this mess!...

toi know she is finding her way there, par how the air feels. toi know she’s coming par the sound of the wind whispering in your ear, telling toi secrets. toi know she’s on her way par the way the clouds gather and dance in the sky, like there having a party. toi know she is creeping behind toi par the fog that blows from your mouth. toi know she’s right suivant to toi when the lights begin to flicker.

toi can feel the air get thicker and it slowly becomes harder to breath. Your lungs feel like there being beaten. toi slowly run your hands over your arms and toi can feel all your hair standing...

salut toi guys... I am uhm. Not going to be online for awhile : but while i have the time to... I really need to let some shit out. And also apologise for never ever 'being here'... I guess toi were right, i never really am here when toi really need me and I am a terrible friend. Trust me. I hate myself for that too.

This morning before my parents left for a baseball game. I had to look in the mirror. I ussually dont because i really have gotten to where i cant stand mirrors. They make me kind of sick. But as I was looking i really thought a bit too long and a bit too hard. Yeah i have brown...

“If a clock could count down to the moment toi meet your soul mate, would toi want to know?”
The rain beaded off the haut, retour au début of the building as it picked up from a soft drizzle to a hard downpour.
“I l’amour the rain.” a dit a sweet calm voice from a old women in a hospital bed, she was hooked up to the machines suivant to her. She looked like worn down paper that had been used to many times, her hair was white and thin and there was little of it, and the light in her grey green eyes almost gone. The was many people sitting around in the the small white room, they all looked sad and tired like...

Sometimes i wonder if people even care about me? ou if they should care? Because honestly i think im going mad. I think everythings getting to my head and the voices, they never stop anymore...and they're louder to..really bad things..

I also wonder why people care about me? I mean i really am a Lost hope...i cant save anyone anymore because i can barely sûr, sans danger myself..Everythings getting bad..real bad..

I also wonder if my family notices i havent been eating? Because i havent been eating and ive been skiping meals and counting calories. I wonder if they see that i really hate myself and eveything...

salut Guys, It's me , Ellen.
And here, this is where I feel like I am family.
I feel like I don't ever belong. But when I'm with toi guys, It's like I'm... Welcome.
I think I am hideous but my Friends say otherwise.
I may be the one that tries to cheer everyone up at school but I have my own problems too.
I am going through a really tough time right know and it is a struggle to be OKAY. I am sorry about complaining about my problems like this but it just makes me feel better to tell toi guys. I need to tell toi guys something very important. I may not be the most depressed person but i sure as...