I know what it's like to be scared.
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the Rebelle cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them plus than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in l’amour because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up plus than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror films because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best Friends because one jour their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is plus evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one jour it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do toi really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
And most people even think I'm brave.
But the don't really see the truth behind my lies.
Because on the inside I'm not the Rebelle cat.
I'm the poor mouse, trapped in the darkness of the corner
But the darkness and the corner is my life.
Because really....
I'm scared of the dark, and that evil will corner my life
I'm scared of being left alone because someone will hurt me
I'm scared of death, even when I look it in the face.
I'm scared of pain, even though I have it.
I'm scared of knives and blades, because I've pulled them plus than once.
I'm scared of evil, because thats the only thing that fills my world
I'm scared of falling in l’amour because someone will break my heart, again.
I'm scared of being sick, because it might be my last breath.
I'm scared of being abducted, because it's come up plus than once.
I'm scared of being raped, because of Jaycee Dugard
I'm scared of letting go of family because they're always in my life.
I'm scared of horror films because then i can't go to sleep that night.
I'm scared of sleeping because I might not see the light again
I'm scared of ever seeing that woman's face again because all I see is Satan.
I'm scared of going to jail because they say it's a living hell.
I'm scared of boys because the bully me at school.
I'm scared at school because I'm always alone.
I'm scared of murdered because of the way Jessica Ridgeway died.
I'm scared of my best Friends because one jour their back will turn on me.
I'm afraid of humanity because their is plus evil in this world.
I'm scared of attacks because one jour it will happen.
I'm scared of nightmares because some of them are real
I'm scared of life because sometimes there is no point in living it
But do toi really want to know what I'm scared of the most?
M-E-
1.I'am not as peaceful as I may seem...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad source of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my Friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If toi knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make toi go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make toi hate me even more...
2.I'am known for horrible reasons...
3.I hate myself for the things I've done to myself, such as break my own arm...on pupose.
4.I lie....
5.As much as I tal about peace, I always prevent it..
5.My brothers take me for ganted...
6.I have taken a life once..
7.I'am just another bad source of destruction sometimes..
8.I get really defensive when ever they talk about my parents..
9.I have scars from the beatings I took...
10.I'am quite a pervert, not to my Friends though..
This isn't even half of the bad things about me. If toi knew all the pain I've gon through, It would make toi go insane. I have suffered too much from pain. It makes my head ache if I ever think of my pain.... It makes me cry until it hurts whenever I remeber me hurting myself. I hope this dosen't make toi hate me even more...
Disappear
Can't toi feel me?
Can't toi feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't toi see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't toi see me disappear?
Can't toi see my despair?
Can't toi see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously toi don't
Because toi let me disappear
toi don't l’amour me
toi don't care
toi sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant toi feel me?
Can't toi see?
Can't toi see I've disappeared?
Cant toi see my crys of despair?
Can't toi see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are toi there?
Can toi help me
Before I disappear?
Cant toi see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
ou am I gone?
Cuz toi act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't toi feel me?
Can't toi feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't toi see the crack in my heart?
Can't toi see me?
Don't toi care?
No
Because toi let me
Disappear
Can't toi feel me?
Can't toi feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't toi see the crack in my heart?
And then I'll be all alone
Just me and my shattered heart
Can't toi see me disappear?
Can't toi see my despair?
Can't toi see I'd rather die
Then ever have to say goodbye?
Obviously toi don't
Because toi let me disappear
toi don't l’amour me
toi don't care
toi sat there
and watched me disappear
Cant toi feel me?
Can't toi see?
Can't toi see I've disappeared?
Cant toi see my crys of despair?
Can't toi see I'd rather die
then ever have to say goodbye?
Hello?
Are toi there?
Can toi help me
Before I disappear?
Cant toi see others like me
Dead in there own pool of blood?
ou am I gone?
Cuz toi act like it, hon,
Am I really already gone?
Can't toi feel me?
Can't toi feel the pain?
Yeah words hurt,
Can't toi see the crack in my heart?
Can't toi see me?
Don't toi care?
No
Because toi let me
Disappear