Your POV at the BAU
The case we got seemed difficult this time to me,since i was the last member to rejoindre the BAU over 2 years il y a i felt the urge that i needed to prove myself because this time i get scared par the place we were about to go,but i wanted to be here for a while so i tried to keep myself calm.Our case was local murders at the nearby hospital,sunshine memorial.The way it sounded sent chills down my spine,and left me shaking,truth was ive always had a fear of hospitals,felt like the people who are suppose to take care of toi will soon turn on toi and i was right,but my mind told me that i should ignore this,but now we all have to face facts,a doctor may be killing patients and is my gut telling me the real truth "were toi always right?" but i kept thinking over and judging myself,reason was people thought i was a little crazy when it came to me talking this,what hotch called specific fear,i was still zoned out until hotch called my name "SAM,were ready to start" i jumped and looked up from my file that i still had opened,then i closed it quickly "oh,sorry" then i spoke up "the police believe our unsub is someone who works within the hospital but no one has ever suspected him of doing anything unimaginable" saying the word hospital made me sick so i leaned back in my chair trying to ease myself,and so reid took over for me "the unsub has been there for plus than maybe 9 years so he is approximately in his late 30's and as sam a dit he gets along with others" then prentiss put a hand up "wait,there are 9 victims here,could it be possible that there could be plus than one unsub" par the look on rossi's face evryone could tell he knew what he was talking about as he spoke up "with two very experienced doctors ou nurses they could get this over with,kill the patient,and because of their backround and experience no one will try to interrogate them" then hotch relized where he was going with this then added "and with the medicines availible they could end this quickly before anyone know's what is really going on" then morgan stood up double checking the pictures "do toi see something?" asked reid then morgan turned around "see the patterns on the bodies,they had to have done this the same way,but how didnt anyone get suspicous then i finally spoke up again "because of what they told the hospital,something is going around and nothing can stop it until a cure is found but the unsub thinks....." rossi finished "that they are the cure and that is their MO they need to do this,and they wont stop until their caught ou get killed" but reid found something we missed "they marks,they look like they were struggling to the point of exaustion then used the medication,whatever type to make sure the end it quickly"everyone thought then hotch stood up "and made sure it was a painful and crutial death" the sound of all of this made me dizzy,and i had enough so i just got up and left trying to not make myself look miserable about doing this case and since reid was the closest to me hotch let him go and talk to me.
Reid's POV
As soon as i stepped into the hallway i found sam wandering around trying not to make herself look broken down about all this,but hotch not stopping her was because he didnt know exacally what she was going through but enough to let her go and try to calm down but it wasnt like the rest of the team had mixed emotions with certain cases,but hotch and rossi have been here long enough to keep themselves calm.Instead of hitting her with questions i took a calm approach to her to let her know i just wanted to talk instead of making it worse than it already was,and unlike me,i dont take so many things to cœur, coeur like she doe's,so i sat her down and tried to talk to her "now toi know their not as friendly" she said,and i saw her start to shake and so i held her hand "i know what it's like to be afraid trust me this isn't the first time toi had to be around hospitals" par seeing her expression on her face,she knew i was soothing her "have i ever told toi toi have the voice of an angel" i was trying to make her smile,instead i did but soon enough she did and knowing that i started talking to her plus "you know we all support you,we just couldnt see past what those,people,really had to offer and toi know we are all sorry,including me"then she stopped shaking and was able to use her inside voice "spencer i dont hate toi guys for not believing me toi all know that"then she hesitated then i kept calm "go on" she spoke again "i just hate that toi never did just once and im afraid toi guys will think i'll break down" and par the look in her eyes she left something out "did toi have an experience,something bad,that toi havent told us" then her expression changed,something did,then i could see her eyes start to water but she told me anyway "i was sick and needed a surgery,nothind serious" i nodded leaning closer "what happened" then she went on "i couldnt sleep that night after my surgery then i saw this figure and it was a doctor,and he went into a patient's room" then she stopped to think the the last part left me speechless "he took a sirenge and stabbed it into the patient's chest but i couldnt say anything,but i was 9 so i thought he was putting the man out of his misery" i just sat there with my mouth open but nothing came out,nothing,not even a sound but i had to say something "is it the one we are investigating "i was here in quantico when i needed the surgery" then i stood up relizing it "this could bring us a step closer to fiding the unsub ou unsubs" i didnt want her to feel bad for not telling us this in the conference room but i hugged her making her feel better " do toi believe me"she asked looking up at me,then a gave her a quick Kiss reasurring her "we all will" then she gave me a Kiss but longer then mine,but as short as she was i had to lean down just so she could,but once again i reassured her "this will end the patients suffering,and when we catch them toi can take them in"she smiled again asking "you promise" optimistically i answered "you have mine and their word"
The case we got seemed difficult this time to me,since i was the last member to rejoindre the BAU over 2 years il y a i felt the urge that i needed to prove myself because this time i get scared par the place we were about to go,but i wanted to be here for a while so i tried to keep myself calm.Our case was local murders at the nearby hospital,sunshine memorial.The way it sounded sent chills down my spine,and left me shaking,truth was ive always had a fear of hospitals,felt like the people who are suppose to take care of toi will soon turn on toi and i was right,but my mind told me that i should ignore this,but now we all have to face facts,a doctor may be killing patients and is my gut telling me the real truth "were toi always right?" but i kept thinking over and judging myself,reason was people thought i was a little crazy when it came to me talking this,what hotch called specific fear,i was still zoned out until hotch called my name "SAM,were ready to start" i jumped and looked up from my file that i still had opened,then i closed it quickly "oh,sorry" then i spoke up "the police believe our unsub is someone who works within the hospital but no one has ever suspected him of doing anything unimaginable" saying the word hospital made me sick so i leaned back in my chair trying to ease myself,and so reid took over for me "the unsub has been there for plus than maybe 9 years so he is approximately in his late 30's and as sam a dit he gets along with others" then prentiss put a hand up "wait,there are 9 victims here,could it be possible that there could be plus than one unsub" par the look on rossi's face evryone could tell he knew what he was talking about as he spoke up "with two very experienced doctors ou nurses they could get this over with,kill the patient,and because of their backround and experience no one will try to interrogate them" then hotch relized where he was going with this then added "and with the medicines availible they could end this quickly before anyone know's what is really going on" then morgan stood up double checking the pictures "do toi see something?" asked reid then morgan turned around "see the patterns on the bodies,they had to have done this the same way,but how didnt anyone get suspicous then i finally spoke up again "because of what they told the hospital,something is going around and nothing can stop it until a cure is found but the unsub thinks....." rossi finished "that they are the cure and that is their MO they need to do this,and they wont stop until their caught ou get killed" but reid found something we missed "they marks,they look like they were struggling to the point of exaustion then used the medication,whatever type to make sure the end it quickly"everyone thought then hotch stood up "and made sure it was a painful and crutial death" the sound of all of this made me dizzy,and i had enough so i just got up and left trying to not make myself look miserable about doing this case and since reid was the closest to me hotch let him go and talk to me.
Reid's POV
As soon as i stepped into the hallway i found sam wandering around trying not to make herself look broken down about all this,but hotch not stopping her was because he didnt know exacally what she was going through but enough to let her go and try to calm down but it wasnt like the rest of the team had mixed emotions with certain cases,but hotch and rossi have been here long enough to keep themselves calm.Instead of hitting her with questions i took a calm approach to her to let her know i just wanted to talk instead of making it worse than it already was,and unlike me,i dont take so many things to cœur, coeur like she doe's,so i sat her down and tried to talk to her "now toi know their not as friendly" she said,and i saw her start to shake and so i held her hand "i know what it's like to be afraid trust me this isn't the first time toi had to be around hospitals" par seeing her expression on her face,she knew i was soothing her "have i ever told toi toi have the voice of an angel" i was trying to make her smile,instead i did but soon enough she did and knowing that i started talking to her plus "you know we all support you,we just couldnt see past what those,people,really had to offer and toi know we are all sorry,including me"then she stopped shaking and was able to use her inside voice "spencer i dont hate toi guys for not believing me toi all know that"then she hesitated then i kept calm "go on" she spoke again "i just hate that toi never did just once and im afraid toi guys will think i'll break down" and par the look in her eyes she left something out "did toi have an experience,something bad,that toi havent told us" then her expression changed,something did,then i could see her eyes start to water but she told me anyway "i was sick and needed a surgery,nothind serious" i nodded leaning closer "what happened" then she went on "i couldnt sleep that night after my surgery then i saw this figure and it was a doctor,and he went into a patient's room" then she stopped to think the the last part left me speechless "he took a sirenge and stabbed it into the patient's chest but i couldnt say anything,but i was 9 so i thought he was putting the man out of his misery" i just sat there with my mouth open but nothing came out,nothing,not even a sound but i had to say something "is it the one we are investigating "i was here in quantico when i needed the surgery" then i stood up relizing it "this could bring us a step closer to fiding the unsub ou unsubs" i didnt want her to feel bad for not telling us this in the conference room but i hugged her making her feel better " do toi believe me"she asked looking up at me,then a gave her a quick Kiss reasurring her "we all will" then she gave me a Kiss but longer then mine,but as short as she was i had to lean down just so she could,but once again i reassured her "this will end the patients suffering,and when we catch them toi can take them in"she smiled again asking "you promise" optimistically i answered "you have mine and their word"