Everyday around quarter past three,
toi burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden par your mother while toi are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps toi sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit par the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when toi burst into the bathroom searching for me...
toi burst into the bathroom searching for me,
I get hidden par your mother while toi are away,
hidden, unused for most of the day,
I feel your anger as your hand grips me tight,
I'm the one & only thing that helps toi sleep at night,
I live to put scars upon your wrist,
I leave my mark I'm proud of this,
I watch as the beautiful red blood pattern drips,
and runs off the ends of your fingertips,
what possesses humans to act like this,
to scream, cry & cut their wrists,
but for now my job is clear
the reason that I was brought here
to relieve the pain
to sit par the window and watch the rain,
up until around quarter past three
when toi burst into the bathroom searching for me...
I once had a cute best friend,
He promised to be with me till the end.
He promised to wipe my tears anytime,
He promised to make me happy every time.
He left me with incurable pain,
All my care and trust was in vain,
I was left alone with tears,
But he enjoyed his life with bear!
He don’t need me anymore he say,
I am nothing but part of his way,
I kept crying for him jour and night,
Keep waiting for him just for one sight!
He is happy and doesn’t care for me,
He broke my cœur, coeur for a matter of fun.
Now am wearing smile always on my face,
Hiding my pain for everyone i face!
He is gone very far away,
But I miss him everyday always
But as the life has to go on,
So I keep on smiling on and on… on and on!
He promised to be with me till the end.
He promised to wipe my tears anytime,
He promised to make me happy every time.
He left me with incurable pain,
All my care and trust was in vain,
I was left alone with tears,
But he enjoyed his life with bear!
He don’t need me anymore he say,
I am nothing but part of his way,
I kept crying for him jour and night,
Keep waiting for him just for one sight!
He is happy and doesn’t care for me,
He broke my cœur, coeur for a matter of fun.
Now am wearing smile always on my face,
Hiding my pain for everyone i face!
He is gone very far away,
But I miss him everyday always
But as the life has to go on,
So I keep on smiling on and on… on and on!
The light slowly fading,
I see a familiar puddle,
so dark and so black,
I look back to my wrists,
saw that smooth cut,
So fine under that blanket of blood.
I see this everyday,
Each time looking so new I never seem to know why though,
that little trickle of blood, letting it fall into a puddle, turning so dark inside.
When I'm done I clean the puddle,
The rag covered in red,
I grab my arm bands slip them over my fresh slashes,
Pull my sleeves down around them, throw the towel in the wash and leave.
Later I find myself sitting in my room sitting par the window i stare down at the cuts,
Thinking about what each one ment to me,
As I made one so deep so sweet, it leaves me thinking so quite
I fall asleep to my own sweet cry and dream about the way I die.
It comes to me so clear it wasn't ment to be I should not be in this world
do I wake up ou not?
I see a familiar puddle,
so dark and so black,
I look back to my wrists,
saw that smooth cut,
So fine under that blanket of blood.
I see this everyday,
Each time looking so new I never seem to know why though,
that little trickle of blood, letting it fall into a puddle, turning so dark inside.
When I'm done I clean the puddle,
The rag covered in red,
I grab my arm bands slip them over my fresh slashes,
Pull my sleeves down around them, throw the towel in the wash and leave.
Later I find myself sitting in my room sitting par the window i stare down at the cuts,
Thinking about what each one ment to me,
As I made one so deep so sweet, it leaves me thinking so quite
I fall asleep to my own sweet cry and dream about the way I die.
It comes to me so clear it wasn't ment to be I should not be in this world
do I wake up ou not?
Ever since the jour I saw you,
when I first opened my eyes.
I knew that toi would l’amour me,
through all the Friends and the guys.
I may have a dit I hated you,
and never wanted to see toi again.
But I really didn't mean it,
toi were my best friend.
When I moved I did miss you,
but a dit you'd always be there.
It didn't occur that life was short,
and to cherish toi like my teddy bear.
Now that toi are gone,
I learned what I never could.
To make the most of my life,
and try hard to do some good.
I wish toi were here,
right suivant to me everyday.
But now it's too late to hope for that,
I now know that I l’amour toi in every way.
when I first opened my eyes.
I knew that toi would l’amour me,
through all the Friends and the guys.
I may have a dit I hated you,
and never wanted to see toi again.
But I really didn't mean it,
toi were my best friend.
When I moved I did miss you,
but a dit you'd always be there.
It didn't occur that life was short,
and to cherish toi like my teddy bear.
Now that toi are gone,
I learned what I never could.
To make the most of my life,
and try hard to do some good.
I wish toi were here,
right suivant to me everyday.
But now it's too late to hope for that,
I now know that I l’amour toi in every way.
My bodies cold
lips are blue
why did I do this because of you?
I feel the earth below me
like a oreiller under my head
no knives, no guns, but pills instead
The bottle lays empty
casquette, cap unscrewed
what did I do? what did I do?
My spirit floats my body lays
my lover finds me
and he prays
I reach for him
I'm sucked away
like a deep crest of a wave
he pounds the ground
screaming why oh why?
I asked myself why did I?
My parents arrive, my best friend too
I thought to myself, What did I do!?
I look away the pains to deep
my life is over because of me
I look back for one last glance
they zip me up in the body bag.
I did this to ease my pain
I Lost instead of gained
As I look down my family
I regret that night
my life stopped ticking
because of a fight.
lips are blue
why did I do this because of you?
I feel the earth below me
like a oreiller under my head
no knives, no guns, but pills instead
The bottle lays empty
casquette, cap unscrewed
what did I do? what did I do?
My spirit floats my body lays
my lover finds me
and he prays
I reach for him
I'm sucked away
like a deep crest of a wave
he pounds the ground
screaming why oh why?
I asked myself why did I?
My parents arrive, my best friend too
I thought to myself, What did I do!?
I look away the pains to deep
my life is over because of me
I look back for one last glance
they zip me up in the body bag.
I did this to ease my pain
I Lost instead of gained
As I look down my family
I regret that night
my life stopped ticking
because of a fight.
