Do toi really understand?
How painful it is to watch from the sideline
Watch someone toi l’amour throw toi aside?
Do you? Do toi really?

Do toi understand the fear I feel?
No sleep, and the nightmares.
Haunt me through the day.
Do you? Do toi really?

Do toi understand?
Answer me true.
Do toi understand the tears?
The void of useless years?
I try to escape, to leave it behind, but I can't.

Useless.
Worthless.
Broken.
Gone.

Do toi understand what it's like to fade?
To lose your grip
on what reality is
and what it isn't?

Do toi understand insanity?
Do toi truly?
Murder I've done it in my head,I l’amour the blood and the pain.
And maybe,
maybe,
just maybe,

I'll murder again.