feelings
toi are my beloved... Gin.
Always ever my beloved Gin. Many days have been spent without you, since we cannot meet, because toi do not exist much...
Why do toi run away from such a place as this?
toi liked this place, didn't you?
I heard it from your own lips. toi like and l’amour this place...
toi born here and lived in here. There were other things to like here, right?
Why?

I do not know Gin, explanation fails again.
How many times were spent so missing you...
The worst is... with the days, which increase and flow,
I have felt Lost without toi and like I lose toi more, repeatedly each day...

I am surely full of pain and sadness...
Will toi stay for me, then… par my side a little longer…just a little longer...
I want to be with toi as often as I can.
I want to be beside you. I can prove to toi that I will not run away-from toi ou from the Soul Society! Can you?


I just need to say these words.
There is no other person that can change your position in my heart, Gin...
One thing, I can't stop myself from thinking of is you...
I l’amour you... and want to l’amour toi plus again...

I am missing toi and losing toi as often as I think about you...
Do not get gone for my eyes...

Every time I think of losing you, toi fading, forgetting, my hearts feel s like it exited... and that is so much hurt.
That is some big pain for me...

However, every time I think of your eyes, your face, your personality...
your gentle smile... I think I can hold those pains off for a few plus minutes...

Gin, just want to ask some questions of you.
If I do this for you, whatever I do, would toi do the same thing for me?
Would toi sacrifice for me –even your sacrifice your life?
Moreover, will toi save me when I need your help?

Would toi do those things for me?
I do not know.

I do not even know if I will ever meet toi again- in the Soul Society ou elsewhere, but I hope I can meet toi there.
Honestly, I do not know anymore... meeting toi wherever, anywhere and I cannot ours to think about that...
I just can cry and plus and plus within I cry waiting you... just waiting for toi to come back to me-to come back.
I am afraid, Gin, of losing plus of my heart...
I am afraid I cannot take the pain...

Why?
Why must this happen to me?
I do not know. I do not know.
I am losing my mind sometimes. Never mind.
I can only wait... even if I do not want to.
Waiting on someone...
Someone that I trust can be my soul mate...
Gin...
Ichimaru Gin...