This is it! I found MadTheSlayer's Youtube account where she posté this anew. Everyone should be able to watch it now. The best Spuffy - Bring Me to Life video that I've seen.
Buffy has had l’amour trouble in her past but when she falls for Spike everything seems to be good, except her Friends thinks she's crazy for loving him. All credit goes to renard and the vid's creator. Made par bornbutterfly.