Yui waited outside the classroom Girls Dead monster was playing in. The sun from the windows hit her face and caused slight discomfort to her vision but it didn't matter to her in the least, after all listening to the band was one of her favori things to do. She heard Iwasawa say "Okay girls let's try 'alchemy' once before we go, tonight's another mission". Yui grinned with delight that song was one of her favorites! She almost squealed but remembered she had to keep quiet. Iwasawa called out "5…6…5678!" guitare chords started playing and Yui got even plus excited "I want to live forever, and if I could live forever everything would come true. But everything keeps driving me, during the time I have left where can I find my dreams..?" The song went on and Yui this time started chant out loud and the band stopped "What is that?" "Go check" oh shit…. Yui tried running but Iwasawa grabbed her arm "Oh salut you're the new girl right?" the new girl that was her nickname now "Yeah that's me but please call me Yui Goddess Iwasawa" she mumbled bowing politely Yui's idol chuckled "Goddess huh? That's a first I wish my band would give me that respect". She continued to laugh and then realized how upset she was making Yui, who was walking away in shame "Oh don't go! Please I didn't mean to offend toi ou anything". Yui turned around "You didn't it's just everybody around here is always laughing at me it seems". Iwasawa sighed "Alright kid how about this I call off band practice early and we can hang out in the band room, like the idea?" Yui eyes lit up like stars in the nighttime sky "That sounds awesome!" "Okay give me a sec to tell the girls" Iwasawa dismissed her band and she and Yui were sitting in the sunny classroom "So Miss Yui I take it toi don't care very much for this place" "Not really, no one seems to like me very much" "You've been here for like what three days? Give it time you'll make friends" "doubt it" "If toi don't mind me asking…how did toi pass away?" Yui who was sipping a soda stopped immediately and sighed heavily "I was paralyzed from the neck down after being hit par a car when I was two. No one cared about me anymore, my dad actually left, and I just knew I was a huge burned to my mother she almost couldn't live because of me . So…I did something I probably shouldn't have" "Oh yeah what was that?" "I starved myself and refused to eat ou take medicine. I know it pained my mother but….that was no way to live, I couldn't take it anymore!"Yui started crying hysterically and seemed inconsolable until Iwasawa hugged her "Calm down ou you'll disappear for sure". The crying finally ceased and Yui looked up "Thank toi I wouldn't have wanted to disappear before doing everything I wanted to". Iwasawa smiled "Maybe I could help you" "That's sort of what I was hoping to ask you. Do toi think toi could help me write a song?" "Sure, but why do toi want to write a song?" "Well I wasn't being completely truthful before toi see there is one person who's been really nice to me….his names Hideki Hinata" "Hinata? Oh yeah I know him! Want to write him a l’amour song eh?" Yui blushed "Sort of it's just I've always wanted to write a song and never could even déplacer my hands" "Alright let's write this bad boy, and then maybe do some of the other things on your bucket list". Iwasawa got a piece of paper and a pencil "Wait!" Yui exclaimed "What is it?" "Well it's just if I do all the things on my list, won't I disappear?" The girls dead monster leader grinned "Kid let me fill toi in on a little secret, disappearing isn't the worst thing in the world". And with that the two wrote Yui's first song.
Yui felt his embrace and couldn't believe what was happening! She couldn't believe everything on her liste was done, and that it wasn't Iwasawa who helped her, but Otonashi! She above all couldn't believe that Hinata had just proposed to her, she had never believed anybody could l’amour her, make her feel desirable, ou see beyond her the messed up girl that was her. He had told her the words she always wanted to hear: that he would l’amour her even if she was disabled and couldn't have children! Tears streamed down her cheeks like that jour with Iwasawa, except now they were tears of joy. She remembered the song she and Iwasawa wrote together and knew that she wouldn't get to sign it in this life, but she could still imagine that she was.
She was standing on a stage with a crowd around her, hushed them par saying "This is a song I wrote a long time ago, with my best Friends Masami Iwasawa. It was written from my cœur, coeur and is dedicated to her, but also to Hideki Hinata. He was kind to me when everybody else ignored me, he was past my disability and loved me for me, something I thought no one could ever do" She started the imaginary concert in her mind:
toi taught me so much; I'm not scared anymore.
I have to let go of these hands that were holding me.
Even if I'm alone, I'll go, even if it's difficult.
I'll definitely bring the dream I had with you.
I'm glad it was with you, and nobody else.
But when I woke up in the morning, toi weren't there.
We'd be able to play forever; that's the feeling I got.
That was just a feeling I got, that was it, I know.
I don't regret that I was born anymore.
Like the end of a festival, it's lonely, but we've got to go pretty soon.
I'll go anywhere with the things I learned here.
I'll montrer toi that I can make the dream called happiness come true.
Even if I'm separated from you, no matter how far away we go.
I'm going to live in a new morning.
Even if I'm alone, I'll go, even if I want to die.
I can hear your voice, saying I mustn't die.
Even if it's difficult, even if I cry from loneliness
I can feel warmth from deep inside my heart.
Going around and flowing, time is ever-changing.
I can't remember what happened anymore, but
If I try and close my eyes, I can hear someone's laughing voice
For some reason, now, that is my most precious treasure.
That was sort of hard to write for me. I always loved Yui because she reminded me a lot of myself so i put a lot into this one,hope toi enjoyed it. I don't know if i topped the firts chapter ou this on was horrible let me know! i'm not sure who i'm going to do suivant i have to think up some ideas but i will write!
- Alchemistlover
