Le Temps d’un automne

***Randy's POV***

Randy sees toi go to the bathroom alone, wanting to wash your face. He held his tears back well, not letting one single drop fall when being with you.

Randy: I'm gonna go out to get some air.

Randy walks out of the hospital and sits on the stairs. His held back tears fall to the ground like a smooth river flowing. He covers his hand to his mouth, trying to not make any noises. The images of toi crying your cœur, coeur out, shouting that toi wanted to live, comes to his mind...

***your POV***

You see Randy sitting there, moving his shoulders up and down as if he were crying.

Jamie: Randy....

Heaven
It had been 3 hours from the Jamie and Landon wedding. She was so beautiful in that dress. Landon looked breathlessly as she came down the aisle. She smiled at Landon and never wanted to be without him ever again.
"I somberly swear to take Jamie Elizabeth Sullivan to be my lawfully wedding wife" Landon said. "I somberly swear to take Landon Rollins Carter to be my lawfully wedding husband" Jamie said. "I pronounce toi husband and wife" Hegbert said.
After the wedding
They had a big reception with so many people. The cake was huge. All Landon's Friends were there. Jamie was happy that she...

Randy goes in your room when the doctor a dit it was ok. He sees toi sleeping and he can smell the bleach from cleaning up your blood. He grabs a chair and sits suivant to you. He holds your hand and feels it cold. He warms them up for toi par breathing on them. Randy starts tearing up again and his tear drops fall on your hand. He quickly wipes them off your hand...

You wake up to see Randy asleep on the chair suivant to your bed. toi look around and toi realize your in a hospital. toi can't remember anything that happened to toi before except the dizziness toi felt back at Randy's house. toi smile...

I l’amour you, I only need you. Everytime I look at you, my words change. It feels like the sun is shining down on me, giving me the warm feeling that toi are my one and only last love.

The whole day, toi and Randy hang out together with his brothers and Angie. toi guys just all hang and chill together wherevers..

**at night**

You tuck in Angie again and toi hear a knock on your door. It's Randy again.

Jamie: *smile* Oh it's toi again.
Randy: *smile* Can I?
Jamie: Sure.

Randy plops onto your lit and gets under your covers. toi follow right after and toi Kiss him lightly.

Jamie: Ugh tomorrow's school.
Randy:...

****

Winter vacation is finally over and toi guys all go back to school...

Shawn: salut Taylor. toi think we can talk?
Randy: Uh sure.

Shawn and Randy go to the back of the school and they just stand there...

Shawn: Ok. I wanna be truthful and I wanna be as simple as possible too. toi should let go of Jamie.
Randy: ...*kinda laughs* What?
Shawn: toi should let go of Jamie. I mean toi haven't even broke it with Lauren.
Randy: Oh...I totally forgot about her.
Shawn: See. Your just playing them.
Randy: Shawn, buddy, I know toi like Jamie a lot but she's mine. I like her and she likes me. Lauren is just...unrequited...

Is my l’amour really that bad? Everyone is happy when they're in love, but I'm here crying. Why am I hurting so much? I would leave anything for this l’amour to happen...

You and Lauren head to the back of the school and she gives toi a dirty look. toi get a bad feeling and she pushes toi and says:

Lauren: Are toi a f**ing whore?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: First toi like him, then toi break up with him, and now you're with him again?! Are toi trying to play him?!
Jamie: ...
Lauren: Are you?!
Jamie: The only reason I left him was because of you. toi a dit toi were suicidal...
Lauren: Randy Taylor is mine! Got it?!...

In the middle of the night again, toi wake up feeling a sharp twisting pain in your stomach. toi twitch and toi quickly yet gently déplacer Randy's hands off your waist. toi leave the canapé and toi run to the bathroom and toi head to the toilet. toi just start throwing up and throwing up into the toilet, closing your eyes but feeling the acidic burn in your throat. When your done throwing up, toi look and toi see blood in the toilet.

Jamie: Oh god...

**next morning**

You go back to your lit and toi plop onto the bed, not being able to fall asleep. toi look up at the ceiling, just staring into the...

Randy: Y-yah sure. Come in.

Randy lets Shawn in the house and Brad sees him. Brad's face turns to >:0 and he says:

Brad: I'm glad your here Shawn cuz now I need to give toi what toi deserve.

Brad is about to coup de poing Shawn but his dad sees this and shouts:

Tim: salut salut hey!! What the hell is wrong with toi Brad?
Brad: Dad...you don't even know what he did to Jamie.
Tim: What did he do huh?
Shawn: I tried to rape her sir.
Tim: I'm sorry I didn't catch that.
Shawn: I tried to rape her...sir.
Tim: ...you know what how DARE toi try to pull something like that to a poor, sick girl and-

While saying that, the...

Even though toi might never be par my side again, I will never forget you. toi won't understand how happy I was with you. When those memories come par me, I will be thankful.

Randy: I want to Jamie really...but I can't let you. I don't wanna get hurt par toi again.
Jamie: ...
Randy: And besides...what about Shawn? And what about Lauren? toi always cared for them plus than toi did for me ou for you.
Jamie: ...
Randy: I'm sorry Jamie...
Jamie: Then at least drop me off at my house. That's the least toi could do...right?
Randy: Of course.

You grab Angie and toi sit in the back siège of Randy's car with Angie...

Jamie: H-huh?
Randy: I like toi Jamie. Not just as a friend but plus than that.
Jamie: ...I...
Randy: I know your going through a really tough time. I mean your grandma just died, toi just broke up with your boyfriend, and...and your health.
Jamie: ...what?
Randy: I know...about your leukemia.
Jamie: ...
Randy: But Jamie...I want to help you. I don't want toi to go through this alone.
Jamie: Randy...I want toi to leave.
Randy: Wh-what?
Jamie: I want toi to leave.
Randy: B-but-
Jamie: Randy...*tears* leave...
Randy: ...

Randy gets up and walks out your door. toi hear him get in his car but something pulls...

Why won't toi understand my heart? Even if it's not me, can't it just be me? I've never had this want for anyone before. Can't it be me? Can't it be me in this life time, ou can it be me in the suivant life time? Even if toi promised today is the end, I won't be afraid...

Randy parks in your driveway suivant to Shawn's car and toi see Shawn squatting down at your porch. He sees toi and Randy and toi get out of the car with Randy. toi quickly get Angie and toi walk suivant to Randy, in case Shawn might do something to him. Shawn walks up to toi and he starts yelling.

Shawn: Where the hell were you?!?!?...